Class of October 2017 Support Thread pt. 2
Hi class of October, please can I join? 37 (soon 38) year old wine drinking woman here who's been trying to quit for many years and still hasn't managed it. I'd love if this could be the month I'd do it, with your support.
I'm looking at upwards of two bottles a night, most nights a week, so I really need help. Scared to actually reach out in another class thread and be accountable, but I think I've run out of options. I've tried to quit by myself and I can't.
Thanks and looking forward to getting to know you all!
I'm looking at upwards of two bottles a night, most nights a week, so I really need help. Scared to actually reach out in another class thread and be accountable, but I think I've run out of options. I've tried to quit by myself and I can't.
Thanks and looking forward to getting to know you all!
There's a thread on here: 'What is your most helpful "sobriety quote"?'
I think yours nails it for me: "Trust me, you will lose everything - Alcohol"
Welcome bombshell
soulshine - I know it's hard but try not and leap too far ahead or awfulize too much - Ive known many many members here who ended up with a better outcome than the one they feared.
As far as the interlock goes, no experience, but they can't be too obtrusive or people would not be forced to use them.
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soulshine - I know it's hard but try not and leap too far ahead or awfulize too much - Ive known many many members here who ended up with a better outcome than the one they feared.
As far as the interlock goes, no experience, but they can't be too obtrusive or people would not be forced to use them.
D
Hey class of October 2017. I'm dissappointed to tell you that I'm starting over. I couldn't take the tension with my wife anymore. I love this class, Can I still be a member? This class has gotten me closer to getting past this than anything else. I had vodka and told my wife I was sorry for being such an ass lately. How do I get past that? She knew, but didn't say anything. Our generation? Class, I was just starting to get close to you. Will you have me back after this?
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Bobdrop,
It's okay... no apology necessary.
I just want you to hang in there buddy.
I've been sitting here trying to think of what to say. I'm actually crying because I understand. This isn't easy, but we have each other and I just want all of us to make it.
It's okay... no apology necessary.
I just want you to hang in there buddy.
I've been sitting here trying to think of what to say. I'm actually crying because I understand. This isn't easy, but we have each other and I just want all of us to make it.
Hey class of October 2017. I'm dissappointed to tell you that I'm starting over. I couldn't take the tension with my wife anymore. I love this class, Can I still be a member? This class has gotten me closer to getting past this than anything else. I had vodka and told my wife I was sorry for being such an ass lately. How do I get past that? She knew, but didn't say anything. Our generation? Class, I was just starting to get close to you. Will you have me back after this?
Just wanted to post tonight as I've never posted on SR (it keeps telling me). Day 9 and god knows I really value these 9 days more than anything. I've been following this thread and really feeling you all in this... I'm trying to keep strong myself and make plans as I haven't done in past - made 5 months before but made no plans or anything. Rookie mistake!!
Keep strong folks
Keep strong folks
I appreciate all the good stuff. How do I get past my wife being fine with me?
Dee, this is hard.
A friend I had here in the Family and Friends section used to say - you [the alcoholic] don't get to set the timetable for me to forgive you or for me to trust you again
Its harsh but that process is just not in our control and thats all there is to it.
You can fret about that, and drink when it gets to you - but that just makes the whole forgiveness and trust thing on the part of our loved ones that much harder....
I really had to put my head down, focus on my recovery and not react to things in the same old way.
It was hard - but things got better and easier - and eventually the trust and forgiveness I wanted came.
If you're also finding it hard to forgive yourself - that comes with the territory too - but the past is done..it's gone. Focus on now.
Not everyone gets a second chance to do things right.
Take the chance and run with it, Bob
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In a perfect world we would all be sitting in a posh rehab together overlooking the sea -with really good therapists and teams of people working with us 24/7.
I fortunately experienced this twenty years ago. I spent ten months total between rehabs and half way houses. Stayed clean and sober for four years and been off and running for twenty. What I've just realized is that it takes much more work than just quitting and I know this now.
If you don't mind a suggestion bobdrop, try getting to a meeting tomorrow. I say this with much sincerity. And If not tomorrow, then soon. And if that meeting sucks, try another. I know for me, Im going to need local help, guidance, and resources.
And a simple reminder* October ain't over yet!
See you tomorrow!!!!! And keep posting!
Good night friends...
I fortunately experienced this twenty years ago. I spent ten months total between rehabs and half way houses. Stayed clean and sober for four years and been off and running for twenty. What I've just realized is that it takes much more work than just quitting and I know this now.
If you don't mind a suggestion bobdrop, try getting to a meeting tomorrow. I say this with much sincerity. And If not tomorrow, then soon. And if that meeting sucks, try another. I know for me, Im going to need local help, guidance, and resources.
And a simple reminder* October ain't over yet!
See you tomorrow!!!!! And keep posting!
Good night friends...
Get back in class bobdrop.
Welcome all the new folks. Hope everyone is doing well.
I am sleepy as I took advantage of the nice pnw weather and went for a bike ride.
Been too long. Amazed at how much my fitness has dropped. But gonna get it back. Sober. Not gonna drink and not gonna change my mind.
Welcome all the new folks. Hope everyone is doing well.
I am sleepy as I took advantage of the nice pnw weather and went for a bike ride.
Been too long. Amazed at how much my fitness has dropped. But gonna get it back. Sober. Not gonna drink and not gonna change my mind.
Soul shine - not sure what kind of company you work for but the company I work for has an employee assistance program. For alcohol or drug abuse. If you proactively work with the EAP,, any corrective action or terminations are halted. My old boss got drunk during the middle of the day and had to be taken home. He immediately called the EAP and got into an outpatient evening program and kept his job. You might want to look into if your company has anything like that if you think you may be found out. . Do you have an employee handbook or something where you might be able to find out if they participate in an EAP ?
I haven’t been on here in a few days and haven’t caught up on reading posts, so my apologies if this subject had already been discussed.
LHW
I haven’t been on here in a few days and haven’t caught up on reading posts, so my apologies if this subject had already been discussed.
LHW
Hi everyone!! Sober day. If today wasn’t Fall in Connecticut, I don’t know what is. It was so ominous and overcast, heavy winds, periods of showers, and very heavy fog. Definately some 17th/18th Century Puritan scariness. We hanged more witches here than anywhere in the US. Gallows Hill, the site of my alma mater. Not happy about the poor women, but it’s just extra creepy. And thank you Puritans for making this the most uptight state in the Union. Obviously you didn’t land at Santa Barbara! It had to be Plymouth Rock.
Anyway I’m struggling but ok. I can do this. I’m going to keep posting. In 48 hours there are so many posts I can’t keep up!!
I wish I could enjoy this fall being totally present in my mind/body. It takes weeks/months to start to feel like you’re no longer a cardboard cutout. But, the second I jump in that warm ocean on Dec 2, I’ll be inside my body.
Now there’s really a solid downpour outside. I’ll be in my cozy bed soon.
Good luck!!!!
Viper
Anyway I’m struggling but ok. I can do this. I’m going to keep posting. In 48 hours there are so many posts I can’t keep up!!
I wish I could enjoy this fall being totally present in my mind/body. It takes weeks/months to start to feel like you’re no longer a cardboard cutout. But, the second I jump in that warm ocean on Dec 2, I’ll be inside my body.
Now there’s really a solid downpour outside. I’ll be in my cozy bed soon.
Good luck!!!!
Viper
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