Day 49 Sober
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Day 49 Sober
So tomorrow will be day 50 since I had my last drink. I met up this evening with a close friend who was drinking. I said how I am so glad I got sober and on a good path in life. He said I need to learn how to control my drinking and will not overcome my addiction until I don't let it control me anymore and not be afraid of my drinking habits. This made no sense to me, I personally feel and expressed this, that with addiction, abstinence is the best choice. What are your thoughts on addiction: can you learn to deal with alcohol on a safe level after you were addicted? I would rather not find out. I was average 8-10 beers a day, sometimes more or less, got very depressed and high anxiety and was around unhealthy people. I was miserable, mind, body and soul. I don't ever want to be like that again. And I am only 35. I take one day at a time
Your friend sounds exactly like I sounded, when I was still deep in the throws of alcoholism. I would find every different way to talk around the issue, to find an excuse.
If I had been able to find a way to control the alcohol, I would have. There is no way. We wouldn't have a problem with drinking, if there was a way. No, for me, sobriety is the only way.
If I had been able to find a way to control the alcohol, I would have. There is no way. We wouldn't have a problem with drinking, if there was a way. No, for me, sobriety is the only way.
Xtina - Oh, how I wanted to believe I could use willpower to just have 'a few' now and then. I tried everything over the years, and as tnek said, there is no way. If there was, we wouldn't be sitting here talking things over. You're 35 and wiser than I was - I kept going, trying to control it - and ended up with a ruined life. Your 50 days are to be treasured - please stick to what you've been doing - and be proud.
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I could never have just 1 or 2 drinks personally. Although there were times were I was at social events and it wasn't the place to get "hammered", I would sneak off to the bar and put back as much as I could and then take 1 back to the table and make it look like I was just nursing that 1 drink.
I can't speak for any other alcoholic, but moderation is not in my dictionary and that's where the problem lies. It's all or none.
Congrats on your days sober!!! That's excellent!!
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I can't speak for any other alcoholic, but moderation is not in my dictionary and that's where the problem lies. It's all or none.
Congrats on your days sober!!! That's excellent!!
Brighten
What are your thoughts on addiction: can you learn to deal with alcohol on a safe level after you were addicted?
In the end, I found a life sober I couldn't even dream of when I was drinking.
I see absolutely no reason to go back to drinking, ever.
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Xtina - Oh, how I wanted to believe I could use willpower to just have 'a few' now and then. I tried everything over the years, and as tnek said, there is no way. If there was, we wouldn't be sitting here talking things over. You're 35 and wiser than I was - I kept going, trying to control it - and ended up with a ruined life. Your 50 days are to be treasured - please stick to what you've been doing - and be proud.
Thank you! I tried for a long time to moderate as well, and i still got progressively worse and worse. One day at a time I am doing now and not letting negativity affect my sobriety =)
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No sir, no can do. At zero drinks I would absolutely be able to control my drinking. But once I had two or more in me, all I wanted to do is get hammered! I’d be looking for total destruction, why else would I touch this stuff?
Quote: He said I need to learn how to control my drinking and will not overcome my addiction until I don't let it control me anymore and not be afraid of my drinking habits.
I am on day 4 today, just woke up in the middle of the night, can't sleep almost 4am now. That sounds like the devil bottle itself speaking in tongues. -- I personally cannot control it and completely afraid of it.
I am on day 4 today, just woke up in the middle of the night, can't sleep almost 4am now. That sounds like the devil bottle itself speaking in tongues. -- I personally cannot control it and completely afraid of it.
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