I really want to stop using coke
 

I've suffered with addiction for 5 years ,as if the last 4 month's I've went to 2 different treatment centers~(I CAN HONESTLY SAY THAT I USE LIKE EVERY DAY~BUT I NEVER GET HIGH, COULD BE CAUSE THE COKE IS NOT GOOD QUIALTY ~AND CAN ALSO BE THAT I HAVE A HIGH TOLERANCE, I'M 40 YEARS OLD WITH A 1YR OLD DAUGHTER MY ONLY CHILD~I WOULD LIKE TO ASK HOW TO GET THRU MY FIRST WEEK OF NOT PICKING UP? I AM POWERLESS WHEN IT COMES TO THIS DRUG~I ALSO HAVE RUINED MY NOSE~MY FATHER IS A TERRIBLE CRACK USER WHO OWES HIS ENTIRE CHECK TO THE DEARLER~I HAVE A GOOD FRIEND WHO I USE TO SNORT POWDER WITH I'VE LEARNED THAT HE SMOKES CRACK NOW ,AND THEY BOTH LIVE IN MY HOUSE ,AND HAVE NO WHERE TO GO~PLEASE HELP ME WITH (NOT FEELING SORRY FOR THEM 2 CRACK USER'S))CAUSE I REALLY DO WANT TO STOP~ I LOVE THEM BOTH AND I UNDERSTAND ADDICTION!!

Support really helps I think - that and making changes in your life to better reflect your desire to get clean and stay that way.

Can you either get those people to move or find your own place?

Have you considered going to NA or something? it's free and NA is everywhere?

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I'd try to go to inpatient rehab for at least a couple months.

check out your local AA/NA group

your story isnt rare

youll fit right in !

:tyou

Get a new phone number, lose all those contacts!!!! Best of luck

You are in a tough place. Judging by what you said in your post, you are surrounded by cocaine. Perhaps the first thing you should do is move away from that environment. Is that possible? Can you find somewhere else to live? Then, try to go to some meetings. As they say, "only you can give coke up, but you cannot do it alone". You need a support network. My thoughts and prayers go with you.