Class of October 2017 Support Thread pt. 1
BrandNewLife, I hope you got some perspective on this. Weddings are so emotionally charged and I totally get what you're saying.
I had to take a lot of time away from my family when I got sober. I had to be able to detach from their crazy and not let them get to me. I spent quite a few years having just very minimal contact and only superficial conversations. I had already had the big blowups and that didn't do any good, so my best strategy was to limit time with them.
They didn't change, I had to. In time and after working on myself quite a bit I was able to spend time with them and not react.
I know you'd like to protect your daughter, and I have faith that you will figure out a way to equip her for emotionally difficult relationships. Some relatives are just hard to love, yeah?
I had to take a lot of time away from my family when I got sober. I had to be able to detach from their crazy and not let them get to me. I spent quite a few years having just very minimal contact and only superficial conversations. I had already had the big blowups and that didn't do any good, so my best strategy was to limit time with them.
They didn't change, I had to. In time and after working on myself quite a bit I was able to spend time with them and not react.
I know you'd like to protect your daughter, and I have faith that you will figure out a way to equip her for emotionally difficult relationships. Some relatives are just hard to love, yeah?
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Join Date: Oct 2017
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Day 12
Morning all !!
I hope everyone is have a good weekend!!
Checkin in on the morning of day 12 for me Its been kinda rough to say the least.
G.F. broke up with me this morning. Although it wasn't said, im sure its because I chose not to go out last night. Oh well, she's hungover right now and im not.
Insomnia is still there but ive been trying to take short daily naps to try and catch up a little. Its working so far.
Now im gonna figure out what im going to do today, its kinda dark and gloomy here today.
Stay strong everyone and have a great Sunday!!
Brighten
I hope everyone is have a good weekend!!
Checkin in on the morning of day 12 for me Its been kinda rough to say the least.
G.F. broke up with me this morning. Although it wasn't said, im sure its because I chose not to go out last night. Oh well, she's hungover right now and im not.
Insomnia is still there but ive been trying to take short daily naps to try and catch up a little. Its working so far.
Now im gonna figure out what im going to do today, its kinda dark and gloomy here today.
Stay strong everyone and have a great Sunday!!
Brighten
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Join Date: Oct 2017
Posts: 247
Hello group. Hope everyone is doing well.
I am on day 5 and still little shaky and stress is a bit high, but I don't have any urges to drink. I'm just super tired today and plan on doing nothing but watch tv.
Have a good day friends. Peace.
I am on day 5 and still little shaky and stress is a bit high, but I don't have any urges to drink. I'm just super tired today and plan on doing nothing but watch tv.
Have a good day friends. Peace.
We're happy to have you, badgerden!!
Sticking to a P-L-A-N is something I'm doing this time myself that I haven't done consistently in the past. Good for you!
From my plan today, I commit to do the following:
1. Read and post at SR
2. Journal about any urges or thoughts on sobriety
3. Eat well and take a 30-minute walk
Sticking to a P-L-A-N is something I'm doing this time myself that I haven't done consistently in the past. Good for you!
From my plan today, I commit to do the following:
1. Read and post at SR
2. Journal about any urges or thoughts on sobriety
3. Eat well and take a 30-minute walk
Take care all!!
Badge
I started to feel like I was no longer a victim of my own self-sabotage. If I was going to begin to really love and respect myself so I could live a life that I could be proud of, I had to take control of my thoughts and steer them into constructive ways of dealing with everyday situations. I choose to become stronger and to fight off anything that is destructive to my well being. There are no more reasons or excuses for me to drink alcohol. It does not fit into the way I want to live or the person that I am becoming. I love everything about the sober me! I treasure every single sober moment.
I started to feel like I was no longer a victim of my own self-sabotage. If I was going to begin to really love and respect myself so I could live a life that I could be proud of, I had to take control of my thoughts and steer them into constructive ways of dealing with everyday situations. I choose to become stronger and to fight off anything that was destructive to my well being. There is no more reasons or excuses for me to drink alcohol. It does not fit into the way I want to live or the person that I am becoming. I love everything about the sober me! I treasure every single sober moment.
Sunday
Another sober Sunday. It was an awesome day.
Went to an AA meeting, it was small, 4 of us just sharing. I learned something valuable.
Not allowing others the power to control my emotions or feelings. I can't control someone else, but I can control how I act and feel. Even if it hurts, it doesn't need to hurt everyday.
I went to a chili cook off and entered the competition and took 3rd. This was my first food competition I've ever been in and was pleasantly surprised I won and happy!! I got a cool homemade trophy!
Enjoy your evening or day were ever you may be!!
Went to an AA meeting, it was small, 4 of us just sharing. I learned something valuable.
Not allowing others the power to control my emotions or feelings. I can't control someone else, but I can control how I act and feel. Even if it hurts, it doesn't need to hurt everyday.
I went to a chili cook off and entered the competition and took 3rd. This was my first food competition I've ever been in and was pleasantly surprised I won and happy!! I got a cool homemade trophy!
Enjoy your evening or day were ever you may be!!
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Join Date: May 2017
Posts: 96
BrandNewLife, I hope you got some perspective on this. Weddings are so emotionally charged and I totally get what you're saying.
I had to take a lot of time away from my family when I got sober. I had to be able to detach from their crazy and not let them get to me. I spent quite a few years having just very minimal contact and only superficial conversations. I had already had the big blowups and that didn't do any good, so my best strategy was to limit time with them.
They didn't change, I had to. In time and after working on myself quite a bit I was able to spend time with them and not react.
I know you'd like to protect your daughter, and I have faith that you will figure out a way to equip her for emotionally difficult relationships. Some relatives are just hard to love, yeah?
I had to take a lot of time away from my family when I got sober. I had to be able to detach from their crazy and not let them get to me. I spent quite a few years having just very minimal contact and only superficial conversations. I had already had the big blowups and that didn't do any good, so my best strategy was to limit time with them.
They didn't change, I had to. In time and after working on myself quite a bit I was able to spend time with them and not react.
I know you'd like to protect your daughter, and I have faith that you will figure out a way to equip her for emotionally difficult relationships. Some relatives are just hard to love, yeah?
I like your phrasing of “equip her for emotionally difficult relationships.” It’s so hard to balance wanting to shelter her from hardships with letting her develop the tools she’ll need for life. I need to learn these tools for myself so I can teach them.
Thank you for your feedback
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Join Date: May 2017
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Another sober Sunday. It was an awesome day.
Went to an AA meeting, it was small, 4 of us just sharing. I learned something valuable.
Not allowing others the power to control my emotions or feelings. I can't control someone else, but I can control how I act and feel. Even if it hurts, it doesn't need to hurt everyday.
I went to a chili cook off and entered the competition and took 3rd. This was my first food competition I've ever been in and was pleasantly surprised I won and happy!! I got a cool homemade trophy!
Enjoy your evening or day were ever you may be!!
Went to an AA meeting, it was small, 4 of us just sharing. I learned something valuable.
Not allowing others the power to control my emotions or feelings. I can't control someone else, but I can control how I act and feel. Even if it hurts, it doesn't need to hurt everyday.
I went to a chili cook off and entered the competition and took 3rd. This was my first food competition I've ever been in and was pleasantly surprised I won and happy!! I got a cool homemade trophy!
Enjoy your evening or day were ever you may be!!
That’s definitely a great lesson to learn about not giving others that power. One I’m struggling with. What tools do you guys use to put this into practice? I think I know these things, then in the moment I just don’t know how to deal.
Another sober Sunday. It was an awesome day.
Went to an AA meeting, it was small, 4 of us just sharing. I learned something valuable.
Not allowing others the power to control my emotions or feelings. I can't control someone else, but I can control how I act and feel. Even if it hurts, it doesn't need to hurt everyday.
Went to an AA meeting, it was small, 4 of us just sharing. I learned something valuable.
Not allowing others the power to control my emotions or feelings. I can't control someone else, but I can control how I act and feel. Even if it hurts, it doesn't need to hurt everyday.
I was glad to be given this example, and I actually recognized it at the time too. I had to make a conscious switch in my thinking and remind myself to be present.
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Join Date: Oct 2017
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Hi!
I love October! Fall in Pennsylvania is beautiful. I also love to drink in October but I'm choosing to stop in October!
I love love the idea that I have the hopes of looking back and being part of a group that started in my favorite month. It will give me/us something so purposeful to celebrate!
Relapsed after a week. Today is day 1.
I love October! Fall in Pennsylvania is beautiful. I also love to drink in October but I'm choosing to stop in October!
I love love the idea that I have the hopes of looking back and being part of a group that started in my favorite month. It will give me/us something so purposeful to celebrate!
Relapsed after a week. Today is day 1.
Morning class. Quick ckin for a Monday morning. Out of town this weekend helping parents move to their new place in the mountains. Felt good to drive back yesterday afternoon not hungover. Fall was in the air and it was just a very serene place to be. Pink cloud? Not sure, but will take it.
Welcome everyone new. More later. Overslept, which is rare for me, but I suppose my body is healing from all of the poison I dumped in it. Have a great day, class. BC.
Welcome everyone new. More later. Overslept, which is rare for me, but I suppose my body is healing from all of the poison I dumped in it. Have a great day, class. BC.
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See doctor today very scared
Good morning everyone I'm on day 23 so I'm happy about that but I'm also very worried. Seeing my doctor today to own up for the last 15 years of heavy drinking it's going to be uncomfortable and I'm terrified what damage I've done to my body but it has to be done. I'll let u know how it goes good day to you all
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