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Thanks.
I would say the absence of total misery and defeat. Wanting to die bc I couldn't get a single day sober. That's gone. I want to live.
The obsession is gone.
I have busted my tail to get here. 90 AA meetings in 90 days? More like 230 in 90 days. I just decided to grown up and quit. I had finally had enough and I am done.
Everything is different, and while still somewhat difficult, the poison is no longer added to make things damn near impossible nor bad to the enth degree.
Thank you.
Jules
I would say the absence of total misery and defeat. Wanting to die bc I couldn't get a single day sober. That's gone. I want to live.
The obsession is gone.
I have busted my tail to get here. 90 AA meetings in 90 days? More like 230 in 90 days. I just decided to grown up and quit. I had finally had enough and I am done.
Everything is different, and while still somewhat difficult, the poison is no longer added to make things damn near impossible nor bad to the enth degree.
Thank you.
Jules
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Join Date: Sep 2017
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Congrats Jules
I am on Day 3 and it's TOUGH !
But I WILL DO THIS!..
I Love that quote.
Thankful for all the caring people in SR..
But I WILL DO THIS!..
I Love that quote.Thankful for all the caring people in SR..
Originally Posted by Jules714 
Thanks.
I would say the absence of total misery and defeat. Wanting to die bc I couldn't get a single day sober. That's gone. I want to live.
The obsession is gone.
I have busted my tail to get here. 90 AA meetings in 90 days? More like 230 in 90 days. I just decided to grown up and quit. I had finally had enough and I am done.
Everything is different, and while still somewhat difficult, the poison is no longer added to make things damn near impossible nor bad to the enth degree.
Thank you.
Jules
I would say the absence of total misery and defeat. Wanting to die bc I couldn't get a single day sober. That's gone. I want to live.
The obsession is gone.
I have busted my tail to get here. 90 AA meetings in 90 days? More like 230 in 90 days. I just decided to grown up and quit. I had finally had enough and I am done.
Everything is different, and while still somewhat difficult, the poison is no longer added to make things damn near impossible nor bad to the enth degree.
Thank you.
Jules
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