Andagain

You didn't let anyone down. Everyone here just wants things to get better for you, that's all.

Mummyto2

Thanks everyone, ive given myself a kick up the backside, and tomorrow day 1 as I already drank this morning, thank you from the bottom of my heart for all this great advice and reassurance I truly appreciate it xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx

saoutchik

Hey! The fact that you are posting at this time is a good sign, it takes courage to do that and you have it. It is just a bump not a derailment.

Mummyto2

Thanks Saoutchick xxxxx

Berrybean

And just because you drank this morning doesn't mean you need to carry on drinking for the rest of today. You don't need to feed that AV any more than what's already been given in.

If there's any booze in the house tip it away.!!

BB xx

Horn95

Don't sweat it Mum. You have shown you can quit. Learn from this and keep trudging forward.

BlownOne

You didn't let anybody down. You're back up again and that's all the matters. Just keep doing it. =)

Ariesagain

I hope you will go back and read that thread...you will see how much people care about you and are hoping the best for you.

You can do this.

DarklingSong

Hope you feel better.
Back on the horse......its the only way......
Thinking of you.

Jules714

Glad you are back!!
Jules

Mummyto2

Thanks guys and girls, I am exhaustaed so going to sleep x

thomas11

Don't worry about us, we'll always be here to support and encourage you. Worry about yourself and developing a little bit better plan to help you next time. Glad you came right back.

Anna

It's not us you are letting down, but you. And, you can climb out of this and get back to working on your recovery. You mentioned that it happened so fast and I used to think that, too. But, I eventually realized, that I had given myself permission to drink on some level. Focus on the fact that drinking is no longer an option.

Dee74

I removed a run of posts. If dialogue of that type needs to happen it's best left to PM.

This forum and the threads in it should be about recovery & support.

Please, lets all move on.

Dee
Moderator
SR

Hevyn

As I said on your other thread - you've learned something Mummy - and you're back with new determination. Sometimes we need further proof that we can't touch the stuff.

Here for you always.

Purplrks3647

Glad you're here, Mummy.....I slipped earlier this month so I joined the August 2017 class......maybe we'll see you there!

fini

Mummy,
many folks will suggest that there is something to learn from going back to drinking.
the thing i learned from a gazillion returns is that i was a drunk. a real drunk. an alcoholic.
that was the thing for me to learn. once i grasped that i could give up the never- ending battle for control and start doing what i needed to do.

what might that look like for you?

WME3

I have gotten a lot from reading your posts! ****{Mummy****** Hugs to you! It's not a surprise to me when people go out - I have a couple of times. As I have shared, almost 10 yrs... What DOES surprise me is when people come back so fast and brush themselves off instead of giving into the "well I've done it now - maybe I can control it this time!" Proud of you for your humility and strength and hope you can forgive yourself and realize what it really means for you to be here instead of God only knows where. Doesn't disqualify or negate any of the awesome posts from the past and I will continue to listen to you and pray for you!

hpdw

MTo2 , don,t beat yourself up your stronger than you think . There is very little I can add to the wisdom and advice in the responses you received .
You have cheered me up a few times with your posts in the past weeks so hopefully to know you have helped even one person inspires you to stay here sober , best wishes.