Mummyto2

But it's different somehow this time, don't understand why but I won't be drinking, have a good day everyone

Dee74

Whats with todays date Mummy to2??

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joandmelandhan

If you feel like sharing why today is a tricky one you know where we are.....
My girls have gone away on holiday for 10 days today so I'm digging a bit deeper today too mummyto2. Let's do it together!

Mummyto2

My dad passed 15yrs ago today and my mum next week 2yrs ago, they were my best friends

Dee74

I'm sorry for your loss but I'm glad you won't be drinking

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Mummyto2

No I won't be drinking, it would mess up my mind, need to face everything head on now

theVman31

Glad you wont be drinking too...

Mummyto2

Thanks guys

joandmelandhan

They would be so proud of you mummyto2 xxx

Mummyto2

Chilledice

Big hugs to you

Mummyto2

Thanks Chill

ChloeRose63

You know they are always with you and am proud of you. They will give you strength and peace.

Mummyto2

Thanks yes they are around me

FreeOwl

Well done, not drinking!!

And always remember, while it's good to be aware of triggers - they are harmless unless we pull them.

Keep it up!

Mummyto2

Thanks Freeowl

Bishy

Hi Mummy2to, I totally relate to how you feel. I am 20 months sober and have been faced with so many challenges - actually the past 6 months have been a test of note and my AV is always hovering somewhere in the background BUT I have experienced great emotional/mental/spiritual growth in going through and dealing with these challenges sober and with a clear mind..... its actually so much easier facing life sober :-) Glad you have chosen to not pick up!

Mummyto2

Thanks Bishy, yes drinking wouldn't bring them back and would just drag me down, not worth it, have a good day