How many chances..
How many chances..
Will my body give me. Day 1 after blacking out last night, after two weeks of holding off the beers. I have had this cycle (minus a 6 month break last year, and a few months here and there before that) since I was about 20. I had so much guard all week, and caved. I am working with an addiction counselor and going to AA this week again. I am terrified to get sick or die at 26.
I HAVE to do this. I want to stay sober more than anything, this binge drinking is killing me.
I HAVE to do this. I want to stay sober more than anything, this binge drinking is killing me.
Blacking out is very scary, indeed. I'm glad you are here working on your sobriety again. It's good that you are speaking with a therapist, and I hope you continue to read and post here.
I hope you feel better soon Ekohe
and yeah change is imperative if we want change - choosing to do the same old things again doesn't make a lot of sense.
Choose something different now than drinking
let us know how you get on at AA and with your counsellor
D
and yeah change is imperative if we want change - choosing to do the same old things again doesn't make a lot of sense.
Choose something different now than drinking
let us know how you get on at AA and with your counsellor
D
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