The 13th is approaching
The 13th is approaching
Ughh SORRY to moan again and I know this is STUPID but the 13th is approaching and my ocd is kicking off!
I just have to bunker down and ride this out! Ive been trying to avoid the calendar so I could let it go on by but I messed up.
I just have to bunker down and ride this out! Ive been trying to avoid the calendar so I could let it go on by but I messed up.
It's all getting outta hand inside my mind and I can't help but feel that professional help has arrived too late, I just feel utterly destroyed inside my mind and can barely have the strength to survive!
I genuinely don't wish to be around anymore, just want The Lord to take me home now!
I genuinely don't wish to be around anymore, just want The Lord to take me home now!
I actually had it all planned out and that gave me a beautiful peace inside BUT then I had an ocd thought about hell etc so now I feel TRAPPED inside if this nightmare!
Sorry ive just had enough!
Sorry ive just had enough!
Having no experience with this, I'm also curious to hear about what it's like.
Perhaps it could help you (and enlighten us) to describe it?
(could also help your fellow sufferers...as I'm sure you're not alone in this)
Perhaps it could help you (and enlighten us) to describe it?
(could also help your fellow sufferers...as I'm sure you're not alone in this)
13 is a bad number a frightening number and I CAN'T rationalize against it, as soon as the clock strikes midnight I get panic attacks because I feel trapped INSIDE the day! There is NOTHING I can do to stop it being the 13th so I have a full 24 hours of panic attacks ahead of me.
Hey Chilled is there a number you can call, people to talk to? Even of its the Samaritans or something?
If you're around 30ish you've already gotten through over a 300 13ths...it might not help with the OCD to know that - but man...you CAN get through this - you've done it before
D
If you're around 30ish you've already gotten through over a 300 13ths...it might not help with the OCD to know that - but man...you CAN get through this - you've done it before
D
Hey Chilled is there a number you can call, people to talk to? Even of its the Samaritans or something?
If you're around 30ish you've already gotten through over a 300 13ths...it might not help with the OCD to know that - but man...you CAN get through this - you've done it before
D
If you're around 30ish you've already gotten through over a 300 13ths...it might not help with the OCD to know that - but man...you CAN get through this - you've done it before
D
And I will NOT live in a mental home at 31 years old no way, I will simply refuse this condition.
I am in a constant state of fear all the time, I feel like im floating outside of my body all the time and the world around me is a dream world and im screaming inside.
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