Finding myself
 

Hiya All

Day 119 here,last week has been toughest so far and a real battle for various reasons

My question is how do you deal with feelings in sobriety ? I just blacked them out for years which frankly does feel easier to do sometimes !

I really want to get back on track but I just feel empty inside,stomach feels like it's fluttering all the time and I'm marking really bad decisions personally and professionally

Does depression make you make really bad decisions and cloud your judgment ? Maybe I need to see a doc ? I don't think I have depression but don't know how to compare if I do !

Thank you :-)