bllit

Well I ate lunch again so I should be alright for day 2

bllit

I'm almost done with day 2 getting ready for day 3. So far so good

Dee74

great going bllit

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bllit

Thanks Dee

Boxer1

Ugh......Me too. Talk about having priority issues. Man, alcohol really has a way of disrupting quality of life on so many levels.

bllit

Boxer1 yes it does it's terrible.It has you before you know it .

Delilah1

Great job getting two days under your belt, you will start to feel a little better/stronger each day.

A few good threads are the monthly classes, you should join August, everyone there has committed or recommitted to sobriety. Also, join us in the 24 hour thread, you will find an incredibly supportive group, and you can commit to remaining sober for the next 24 hours.

Keep up the great work!

bllit

Good morning everyone the start of day 3 started with a morning walk now I'm having a cup of coffee. I'm sure it's going to take awhile before my heart gets back to normal a fib I knew the beer was doing it or at least triggering it like an idiot I keep on drinking . Well anyway here's to a sober day to all .

bllit

Well it's a beautiful sunny day here and all of a sudden my a v said won't it be a nice afternoon to get some beer so I went in and ate lunch and killed it. One day at a time the av is very tricky.

bllit

Just ate supper so day 3 is done getting ready for day 4 I haven't been sober this long in 7 months

rascalwhiteoak

Dee74

great going bllit

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bllit

Good morning everyone start of day 4 counting seems to help me anyway going for a morning walk I like waking up sober . you know that 1st day was pretty bad because the thought of not having a beer was terrible but I sure forgot what it was like sober not just one day ,but after a few days and my body is slowly feeling better. Thanks all everyone have a great day!!!!!!

bllit

Well today was a little tougher had a thought about getting a beer I knew it was my a v talking I just ate a little something and it went away I know there will be rough days ahead ,but I thought i'm slowly feeling better even after only 4 days and the bloating is leaving why would I even want that crap other than it was a habit. Anyway thanks all getting ready for day 5

Petecrab

Keep going! You're doing great.

bllit

Ok as the thread states day 5 so anyway I chose to quit for weight and heart heath well i'm up 1 am with my heart beating outta rhythm doc said it should straighten up because no beer well not yet .Now this really aggravates me feel like saying hell with it and start drinking this afternoon ,but I really like the rest of the changes I and my body have made so no beer just venting I do take meds for this was kinda hoping to see a little improvement maybe i'm expecting to much to soon anyway thanks for listening.

Dee74

Stick with it bllit - it may take a little more than 5 days to see improvement

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bllit

Thanks Dee I plan to when I was here the last few times I would post here and there and I usually ended up drinking again.Well this time I post when it hits I do feel different this time in the last 4 days I see improvement lost 4 lbs not water either that was more like 10 lbs lol. I like getting up and going to bed with a clear head I have tons of support ,but I really like drinking a cup of coffee watching the sun come up or drinking a coke or eating lunch when i'm hungry not starving so i'll drink that afternoon.

bllit

well I didn't make it past day 5 no excuses i'm so pissed at myself,but I would normally just not post anymore for a long time ,but I want it here because I want to be able to see this when I get in a position like I did yesterday and I can remember what this was like. I'm not giving up starting again no new thread just this one so I can track my journey

Hevyn

I'm sure you're frustrated, bllit - but you learned something. It does nothing but harm us, and that'll never change. Let's continue.