Just saying HI.
 

Not new to recovery although I wanna think this is it.
I have 5 years and 7 months sober (without alcohol).
Trying to live right and new here.

That is awesome. I long for the day I can have that amount of sober time under my belt. May I ask how you achieved this? What plans did you keep at to get this time?
I made 9 months and messed up 2 days ago. I'm really concerned I am going to have a full blown relapse :(

Welcome, Ms.
Happy to have you here.