I cannot reply to folk
 

God knows why.but hey.. i have read so many posts n chats.. and i relate i really do. I am so lost right now! I really am. Iv destroyed relationships. But i want to sacs em... its so hard. But ya what? I wasnt to blame this time. He did something wrong. Not me. How can i cope.

Hi Alison

I know it's hard not to focus on others, but I really think your priority now needs to be you and your recovery.

Drinking over whatever happened won't get you anywhere, but staying sober just might?

We're all here to help :)

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I know
 

Its so hard though. I dont wanna lose him. I think bad stuff when i drink. Probs not true. But i cnt help it

Drinking makes us think the worst. I convinced myself once that I had breast cancer and I was going to cut it out myself with a kitchen knife. Please don't let your thoughts take over. It's not the real you thinking.

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just for today, keep your focus on not drinking. that will be the best and truly only way to begin to fix anything else in your life.