What good is a plan if ...
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Hi Solarian - at least you have a plan - I am still working on mine. I guess you need to find a way of becoming your plan rather than seeing it as a separate thing. Perhaps you should read it out loud to your self everyday (or every hour?). Perhaps find some rituals that re-enforce it? Maybe your plan should be your refuge - your safe place, your source of hygge? Then you would want to stay with it, not discard it
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Thank you all for your advice and insights.
MrPL, I did understand your post and it has me thinking, "Is this really the best version of me?"
DeepBlue, I think you are right. Some rituals or a daily routine would help.
MrPL, I did understand your post and it has me thinking, "Is this really the best version of me?"
DeepBlue, I think you are right. Some rituals or a daily routine would help.
Now that the choice has been removed it's far easier because my mind doesn't even go there, no option to.
One thing I did find to make it easier was to not focus on forever. When the AV came calling I would say nope, not going to do it, just for today. I don't have to worry about tomorrow I'm just not going to allow it to happen today under any circumstance. Then, in the morning I'd wake up relieved I got through. The urges were gone and I'd repeat that process. Everyone has their preference of recovery program but that saying "one day at a time" definitely is key.
I will never change my signature line because there will never come a day where that won't be true.
You have to accept this and you have to want it under any circumstance. Not just when you've woken up with a hangover or have done something you regret.
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