36 days sober and relapsed
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Join Date: Mar 2017
Location: Fairfield County, CT
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You're so right Phoenix. My old mom would want me to succeed and I realize that I just have to let my anger with my brother go. It's doing me no good at all. He controls all my moms medical care and finances and I have to just let that go. Easier said than done but I have to put one foot in front of the other and go back to thinking of today and nothing more than today. Last night was a wake up call as to how fragile my sobriety is.
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GOOD FOR YOU EASTC. I am not a meditation sort of a guy- but I have to admit mindful meditation- to focus on the here and now- mot on what has been or stuff that has not happened yet- helps just enough for me not to go insane, or drink.
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Join Date: Jun 2014
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Welcome home EC20 . I have similar sibling insanity that I've reacted to badly in my previous drinking life . Remember you can only control what "you" can control. Someone has this saying in their signature on this site and it cracks me up but is so true "not my monkeys, not my circus"
Words to live by !
Words to live by !
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