FreedomCA

The beast at times has been clawing inside of me for a drink, but I am so afraid to give in and possibly lose my life. I can empathize with those who struggle, as it can be very difficult. Just want this to end.

Bubblygirl

Sending all the positive vibes to you. If you go ahead you know you'll wake up feeling awful & guilty. I know, and you know that...this is the cycle I am trapped in.

Delizadee

It can and will get better if you stick it out. You don't need luck, you just need perseverance, support, and some self-care.

Don't give in to it.. you are much stronger than those thoughts. You don't need to act on them.
I got through those first two weeks... more than a few times... eventually if we persevere enough we can stretch our sober time out even farther...
with love and strength coming your way.
Sincerely,
this sober moron.

FreedomCA

So far doing okay. Took a nap and ate some microwave popcorn.