Hey guys
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I'm drunk again I'm ******* pissed off with this ****. Annoyed that I abuse the forum with my own lies about recovery, annoyed my relationship has failed, annoyed I've let another human being down . Drinking again tonight, total waste of breath . Girlfriend is a joke, made up she has the house and I've moved out. I'm stuck worried about the finances for the house whilst she just lives in relative comfort whilst I still pay. ******* pissed off
All kinds of crazy came out my mouth whilst i was still drinking Stu, don't be a hard judge on yourself. Us alcoholics do beat ourselves up over fighting this killer.
Change is possible, you're still young and could have the greatest love of your life yet to have
If house ownership is involved then you will need to talk to a lawyer and get things delt with legally and tidied up ..
Start making changes , start by getting sober ...
doing and saying the same old, same old will give you the same old, same old .
you might not feel like doing it , you might not find it easy, thats true for most things worthwhile in life.
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Change is possible, you're still young and could have the greatest love of your life yet to have
If house ownership is involved then you will need to talk to a lawyer and get things delt with legally and tidied up ..
Start making changes , start by getting sober ...
doing and saying the same old, same old will give you the same old, same old .
you might not feel like doing it , you might not find it easy, thats true for most things worthwhile in life.
m
Stewy- she has her reasons. Gotta respect that. You cannot change what has been. The only thing in your control is you. Choices. Live in the past, or live today- face the past with courage and willingness to grow and plan for tomorrow- that is what I remind myself every moment of everyday. The spark of life and hope. Keep posting.
Do not drink.
Do not drink.
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Location: Australia
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You gotta trust yourself to have these feelings without hiding in booze.
There are simple ways to practice doing that. Every time you try by drinking you slip back. Like D said, a loop (going nowhere).
Rooting for you, Stewy. I've gone thru a recent breakup as well, but I know I have to take this time to focus on myself and getting better. Sobriety brings so much more positivity and hope! Stay strong and don't drink. You will get thru this!
What do you think it will take to snap you out of this downward spiral Stewy? Based off your comment above you seem to realize that you aren't listening to any of the advice you are getting here. Or at least you aren't taking any of it to heart. You also aren't listening to your doctor.
You've already lost a relationship because of your drinking. You almost lost your job because of it too - but yet, you sit here today - drinking. How low are you going to let it go before you look in the mirror and address the real problem?
You've already lost a relationship because of your drinking. You almost lost your job because of it too - but yet, you sit here today - drinking. How low are you going to let it go before you look in the mirror and address the real problem?
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Got to grip onto sobriety and want it more than the drink.
I'm thinking maybe I'm weak because I'm struggling with it and relationship breakdown
There will be tougher things in life than what's happening with me and I need to be ready
Sober day planned tomorrow with daughter
I'm thinking maybe I'm weak because I'm struggling with it and relationship breakdown
There will be tougher things in life than what's happening with me and I need to be ready
Sober day planned tomorrow with daughter
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