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Old 04-13-2017, 03:56 PM
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I'm drunk again I'm ******* pissed off with this ****. Annoyed that I abuse the forum with my own lies about recovery, annoyed my relationship has failed, annoyed I've let another human being down . Drinking again tonight, total waste of breath . Girlfriend is a joke, made up she has the house and I've moved out. I'm stuck worried about the finances for the house whilst she just lives in relative comfort whilst I still pay. ******* pissed off
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Old 04-13-2017, 04:01 PM
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Stewy - by refusing to let any of this go you're just stuck in a loop.

What stops you from posting here before you drink?

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Old 04-13-2017, 04:35 PM
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All kinds of crazy came out my mouth whilst i was still drinking Stu, don't be a hard judge on yourself. Us alcoholics do beat ourselves up over fighting this killer.

Change is possible, you're still young and could have the greatest love of your life yet to have

If house ownership is involved then you will need to talk to a lawyer and get things delt with legally and tidied up ..

Start making changes , start by getting sober ...
doing and saying the same old, same old will give you the same old, same old .

you might not feel like doing it , you might not find it easy, thats true for most things worthwhile in life.

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Old 04-13-2017, 06:07 PM
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Stewy- she has her reasons. Gotta respect that. You cannot change what has been. The only thing in your control is you. Choices. Live in the past, or live today- face the past with courage and willingness to grow and plan for tomorrow- that is what I remind myself every moment of everyday. The spark of life and hope. Keep posting.
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Old 04-13-2017, 06:49 PM
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Sending you healing energies and love... xo
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Old 04-13-2017, 08:44 PM
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A new and better life awaits you, Stewy. Give it the chance to unfold.
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Old 04-13-2017, 08:53 PM
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I'm drunk .... I'm ******* pissed off....****. ......******* pissed off
- progress. take alcohol out of the equation and be angry in a heathy way, ie feel it and let it go and you've come a long way from the pity party of yesteryear.

You gotta trust yourself to have these feelings without hiding in booze.

There are simple ways to practice doing that. Every time you try by drinking you slip back. Like D said, a loop (going nowhere).
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Old 04-13-2017, 09:02 PM
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Rooting for you, Stewy. I've gone thru a recent breakup as well, but I know I have to take this time to focus on myself and getting better. Sobriety brings so much more positivity and hope! Stay strong and don't drink. You will get thru this!
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Old 04-14-2017, 06:22 AM
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Annoyed that I abuse the forum with my own lies about recovery
What do you think it will take to snap you out of this downward spiral Stewy? Based off your comment above you seem to realize that you aren't listening to any of the advice you are getting here. Or at least you aren't taking any of it to heart. You also aren't listening to your doctor.

You've already lost a relationship because of your drinking. You almost lost your job because of it too - but yet, you sit here today - drinking. How low are you going to let it go before you look in the mirror and address the real problem?
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Old 04-14-2017, 06:25 AM
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I truly hope you receive the gift of desperation soon.
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Old 04-14-2017, 02:41 PM
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Stewy - You can rise above this awful time & live in a new and better way. Believe in yourself.
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Old 04-14-2017, 03:54 PM
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Got to grip onto sobriety and want it more than the drink.

I'm thinking maybe I'm weak because I'm struggling with it and relationship breakdown

There will be tougher things in life than what's happening with me and I need to be ready

Sober day planned tomorrow with daughter
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Old 04-14-2017, 04:00 PM
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Wanting sobriety more than drinking is a good sign, Stewy. Keep wanting it more and more; run with it.
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Old 04-14-2017, 04:12 PM
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Old 04-14-2017, 04:14 PM
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^^^^^ There's a great life waiting for you, Stewy. Go out and build it, friend. Now is the time.
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