I told my mom today, I miss my dad.
 

its been years, for both, i told my mom i had a drinking problem and that i miss my dad who died in 2009.
I guess i miss them both, but my mom is strong and as expected she misses him to. he was a rock for all of us.. he wasn't the good-est person alive but he was our glue and without him all of us have suffered. tonight i miss him and i am glad i finally told someone.

I'm very sorry for your loss. Thank you for sharing. And good for you for opening up with your mom.

Good job for being honest! I'm so sorry about your Dad. I would imagine he would want the best for you, and now your here, getting help towards recovery, xoxoxoxoxo

I'm really sorry for your loss IN2Q.

IN2Q- a good proactive step. Grief does not follow rules. It comes in waves- triggered by thoughts, memories, sights- even a smell can do it. Support to you.

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my dad gave us great days but he was a drinker, that gave us bad days to, but i miss how smart he was, i was having trouble with a =to problem (simplest way to put it) in my teens he could have answered that right off, and if it was harder he would show me the answer in a day or to, he was good that way, mo being a non drinker sees how i an struggling now and she is still great, she taught me how to be valuable to others. they both gave me so much that i hate living without.