Back and forth
Back and forth
So. I'm 37. After so many years of being a functioning alcoholic I've finally come to the conclusion that I need to quit. I don't want to but I wan't to. I had went 16 days this time. Only contemplated a sober life since January. Just got a new job and fly to Central America on Tuesday. It's hard in early sobriety. Between the excitement and stress of a new job it got the better of me. Nothing crazy, just my favorite Rum and coke at home. I come on this website every night. As for me it;s nice that this is the first time I'm here on my own choice and reasons. It was crazy but stared at my rum and coke for 30 minutes deciding to take a sip. It felt like home but on the other hand felt guilty. Never have ever felt that way. Thank you to SR for changing my brain to actually realize I'm just hurting myself. I know its ending for the best. Just not to sure how to change my life around it. But, I feel blessed and its on my terms. I want to do this for me right now.
Not sure, but have a plan. It's kind of cool always taking a new job because nobody knows you, I can go into this saying I don't drink. But there are real world pressures to bond with your new crew. Which usually happens over drinks!!!!! Like I said I'm Torn. I know drinking is not sustainable for me. On the other hand, my job is a permanent vacation with alcohol involved for work
Laughing because it's not that good. In my line of work a drink and a handshake is the closing deal. I fly in to Costa Rica on Tuesday. Nobody knows me. It's a good thing but yachting life is weird. I know as a chef I preform better sober and my life has less drama. On the other hand if the crew drinks and I choose to not hang out with them it's not good because we work and live with each other every day???? I know I'm better sober and plan on that.
If the crew is hanging out and drinking perhaps you can join them and simply drink a NA drink such as sparkling water. Early on in your sobriety it may be difficult, but eventually you're not going to be able to avoid these situations. If you avoid the situation without any explanation then I could see how the crew may resent you as you'll be seen as being antisocial. An explanation of "I don't drink" should suffice if anyone asks why you're not drinking alcohol.
Laughing because it's not that good. In my line of work a drink and a handshake is the closing deal. I fly in to Costa Rica on Tuesday. Nobody knows me. It's a good thing but yachting life is weird. I know as a chef I preform better sober and my life has less drama. On the other hand if the crew drinks and I choose to not hang out with them it's not good because we work and live with each other every day???? I know I'm better sober and plan on that.
If the crew is hanging out and drinking perhaps you can join them and simply drink a NA drink such as sparkling water. Early on in your sobriety it may be difficult, but eventually you're not going to be able to avoid these situations. If you avoid the situation without any explanation then I could see how the crew may resent you as you'll be seen as being antisocial. An explanation of "I don't drink" should suffice if anyone asks why you're not drinking alcohol.
I can do it now - my neighbor had a birthday and I went over for an hour or so...left cos it was getting boring...
didn't think of drinking, but I've been sober nearly a decade now.
It's not really a choice between being the anti social guy and the party animal - there are a lot of positions to take on that spectrum.
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If the crew is hanging out and drinking perhaps you can join them and simply drink a NA drink such as sparkling water. Early on in your sobriety it may be difficult, but eventually you're not going to be able to avoid these situations. If you avoid the situation without any explanation then I could see how the crew may resent you as you'll be seen as being antisocial. An explanation of "I don't drink" should suffice if anyone asks why you're not drinking alcohol.
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