AA tonight
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AA tonight
I'm going to set aside my fear and go to a meeting at 5:30 tonight. My fear isn't the meeting itself but the thought that a client or someone I know may be there.
I've scoped out meeting each night and figure I will give it a go this week. I woke up feeling very drained and sweaty from all of the alcohol consumption this weekend.
I just want to quit drinking and stick with it. I know I can't do it alone. So this is step one.
I've scoped out meeting each night and figure I will give it a go this week. I woke up feeling very drained and sweaty from all of the alcohol consumption this weekend.
I just want to quit drinking and stick with it. I know I can't do it alone. So this is step one.
it can be quite a scarey feeling to run into an acquaintance or even a client. personally I think better to see them somewhere getting help then somewhere getting drunk.
I got sober in small town Michigan and had that fear. it took quite a while before I actually saw someone I knew at a meeting. beings how we had done a lot of drinking together years before, we were both glad to see each other at an AA meeting.
I got sober in small town Michigan and had that fear. it took quite a while before I actually saw someone I knew at a meeting. beings how we had done a lot of drinking together years before, we were both glad to see each other at an AA meeting.
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I feared going to AA in the beginning but now I look forward to it.
Funny thing, at last night's meeting I did run into someone I knew.
But you have to remember everyone there has a substance abuse issue and is trying to better themselves; it is nothing to be ashamed of.
Funny thing, at last night's meeting I did run into someone I knew.
But you have to remember everyone there has a substance abuse issue and is trying to better themselves; it is nothing to be ashamed of.
Good for you on taking the action. Many of us had some concern about seeing others. I told my wife - if I go, everyone will know I have a drinking problem. She replied, honey they already know.
When we admit we are alcoholics it becomes unanimous.
When we admit we are alcoholics it becomes unanimous.
I've scoped out meeting each night and figure I will give it a go this week.
Typical behavior for someone going to their 1st AA meeting.
I hid inside a large post office mail box prior to my first meeting, and peeked out the slot to make sure I didn't see anybody I knew.
Well, not really.
But I might have if the opportunity was there.
It's been almost 7 years for me, and I now walk in with my head held high. If the weather is nice, I usually hang out, outside the church after the meeting to talk with the guys. If somebody drives by and see's me there, so what ?
Typical behavior for someone going to their 1st AA meeting.
I hid inside a large post office mail box prior to my first meeting, and peeked out the slot to make sure I didn't see anybody I knew.
Well, not really.
But I might have if the opportunity was there.
It's been almost 7 years for me, and I now walk in with my head held high. If the weather is nice, I usually hang out, outside the church after the meeting to talk with the guys. If somebody drives by and see's me there, so what ?
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