Why do we say today is our last drink?
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Why do we say today is our last drink?
Why do we say that? Because it doesn't really happen like that. Sometimes it is. Sometimes it isn't. I've come to realize that just doesn't work. I'm still struggling..
Marissa41,
I'm very new here, only day 8, but personally I prefer to tell myself "I'm not going to drink today". Somehow that's much more attainable in my mind than "Today is my last drink" I can't really explain why, it's not that i'm planning on failure....maybe i'm just afraid of celebrating too soon? Good question though, it's one to think about.
I'm very new here, only day 8, but personally I prefer to tell myself "I'm not going to drink today". Somehow that's much more attainable in my mind than "Today is my last drink" I can't really explain why, it's not that i'm planning on failure....maybe i'm just afraid of celebrating too soon? Good question though, it's one to think about.
For me, it's because each time I said it, I genuinely believed it! Every day, for the past few years, I have believed it - it has been like Groundhog Day. I am amazed that this time, I have actually followed through on my promise to myself.
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I had to take it day by day. One day at a time.
I drank so much and made myself so sick every day. So much so that I finally meant it. I haven't had a drink in 30 months.
I knew sobriety couldn't be any worse than drinking so I went from there.
I drank so much and made myself so sick every day. So much so that I finally meant it. I haven't had a drink in 30 months.
I knew sobriety couldn't be any worse than drinking so I went from there.
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I know.. me too.. sick.. my body says no, but my mind says yes,
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Whenever I have quit something I have never thought of it like that, my attitude tends to be: I'm don't do this any more, that part of my life is over. I know it's a subtle distinction but it helps me and pushes me to stay stopped.
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I personally haven't used that particular expression. Nor do I use "I don't drink today" or such variation.
I quit drinking. I do not drink. That's it.
Yes, Marissa, lots of people consider it just like leaving a bad relationship. For me, I didn't consider drinking a relationship so much as I consider sobriety to be one- I have described here that I consider my alcoholism, my recovery, as my best friend; always with me, always protected and cherished and built up with resources, positiveness and faith.
You can quit, if you decide to, and there is lots of support here. I also found that an IRL program is my bedrock.
Good luck.
I quit drinking. I do not drink. That's it.
Yes, Marissa, lots of people consider it just like leaving a bad relationship. For me, I didn't consider drinking a relationship so much as I consider sobriety to be one- I have described here that I consider my alcoholism, my recovery, as my best friend; always with me, always protected and cherished and built up with resources, positiveness and faith.
You can quit, if you decide to, and there is lots of support here. I also found that an IRL program is my bedrock.
Good luck.
Well for some people in recovery it WAS like that. Everyone's path to recovery is individual to them, as cliche as that may sound. On tough days the 'day at a time' mantra works for me.
What kind of recovery work are you doing right now Marissa?
What kind of recovery work are you doing right now Marissa?
It varies from person to person. When I said it was my last drink, I drew a hard line and that was it. I had a few things happen as a direct result of my drinking that I knew spelled the end of drinking forever for me. My rock bottom was truly that, and I knew that if I drank again, I might as well put a gun to my head. That sounds harsh, but that's how it was. Now - everyone's rock bottom is different. Not everyone needs to get to the point I was at in order to make that decision to stop. That all having been said, I supported my decision to quit with real action. I went to outpatient treatment, started going to AA, started posting here, and told my friends and family I was quitting in order to have some real accountability. If you are struggling to make it past day 1, perhaps adding some action to your plan is the way to go?
It took making a plan to deal with daily cravings, difficult situations, and
in the longer-term, taking action to create a sober life instead of just not drinking.
This also meant getting to the bottom (via therapy, journaling, meditation)
some of the underlying causes of the drinking.
Also removing myself from people and situations I found "triggering"
me to want to drink out of habit, peer pressure, or stress.
Just the saying the statement with good intentions alone never did it.
Combining it with the actions above did do it.
Treat yourself with love and compassion Marissa--you can do this.
What is your plan?
in the longer-term, taking action to create a sober life instead of just not drinking.
This also meant getting to the bottom (via therapy, journaling, meditation)
some of the underlying causes of the drinking.
Also removing myself from people and situations I found "triggering"
me to want to drink out of habit, peer pressure, or stress.
Just the saying the statement with good intentions alone never did it.
Combining it with the actions above did do it.
Treat yourself with love and compassion Marissa--you can do this.
What is your plan?
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Over my 27 years of daily drinking I planned to quit hundreds of times.
But I always managed to talk myself into postponing it.
I remember one time in particulate I was planning on stopping for a whole month before a birthday so I could blow it out on that birthday; I drank every day up until that birthday!!
Their was always the failed New Years resolutions and the "I will only drink on weekends" attempts.
Nothing ever worked - I was only fooling myself.
But I always managed to talk myself into postponing it.
I remember one time in particulate I was planning on stopping for a whole month before a birthday so I could blow it out on that birthday; I drank every day up until that birthday!!
Their was always the failed New Years resolutions and the "I will only drink on weekends" attempts.
Nothing ever worked - I was only fooling myself.
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