Delilah1

Hi Munchkin,

How are you doing? Are you with someone? Did you go to the ER?

SWTPEA61

St michael archangel by the power of god cast into hell the demons that have taken over munchkins thoughts and deeds......amen.

Dee74

How are you doing Munchkin?

S

RainbowBird

Hi Munchkin, how are you doing?

Berrybean

Prayers for you Munchkin.

We can make a difference, but that difference tends to happen a little tiny bit at a time. One thing I've learned in sobriety is that miracles often happen in slow motion. And my part of making a difference in my life is just doing the next right thing, one day at a time, (and at tricker times, one hour at a time). The trouble with drinking is that it stops us doing those important next-best-thing-an-hour-at-a-times. And if we never even try then we really are doomed.

I hope that you reached out for help, and that you'll be back soon to check in and reassure us of your safety.

Winslow

Hope your ok Munchkin

Munchkin94

I am checking myself into a rehab facility tomorrow...I am not strong enough to do this on my own...my daughter is not talking to me and my alcoholic husband says I'm crazy but I'm going tomorrow

Munchkin94

Sitting here at 2:30 in the morning thinking my best and only option is to put a bullet in my head made me realize I can either get help or die...

LuLu13

Please don't pick up that drink, pick up the phone and call 911. You think drinking is hurting your daughter? Imagine what killing yourself would do to her!

PhoenixJ

Prayers and support to you, PJ

Munchkin94

Trying to find a rehab program

Berrybean

Hope you find a facility quickly... In the meantime, why not get along to some AA meetings. Chances are poeple you meet there might be able to advise on local facilities that they and others have had experience of. If nothing else it will give you a diffrent focus to your bleaker thoughts for an hour or so, which can be quite refreshing when you've got caught up in them.

Delilah1

Hi Munchkin,

I hope you were able to find a program. If not, call 911 and let them know you are feeling suicidal. They will get you to the right doctors, Adan they can assist you with finding rehab.

Keep checking in.

❤️Delilah

Dee74

Keep us in the loop Munchkin - hope you find one quickly

D

entropy1964

I was right where you are 4.5 months ago. If you find yourself unable to work through this (don't know if you have help from hub) you can go to the ER. They can help place you in a detox facility/rehab. Sometimes that easiest. If you do that you might want to pack a bag and be all ready to go. Make a list. But if even that's too much, just go to the ER. You'll be ok.

Its 28 days of your life and its not an opportunity that comes around often. Take advantage of it and take care of yourself. Worry about all the other crap when you get out. Hang in there Munchkin.

Munchkin94

Starting day 1 for the 50th time but my husband is on board this time and we just poured out all of the alcohol in the house and he took the bullets out of all of the guns so I guess he finally realized how bad this is...prayers welcome...

Jillwink

Prayers your way, Munchkin. I am glad your husband is on board. Keep us posted, and remember that being sober is the best gift you can give your family.

Dee74

I'm glad you're feeling better Munchkin - welcome back

D