Day -7- Insecurity
 

Relationship insecurity issues emerge.

I have dinner and give gifts to my pop and his gf which is fun.

I can't sleep and give in to a bad habit, cigars. Damn.

I do not drink but imagine the release of drinking.

I think about how tomorrow can be a clean slate if I don't drink, but if I drink tomorrow becomes entwined with tonights madness.

I will ride out the storm with water, comedy, and my study materials.

That's it Kinzoku drinking will only make things worse & amplify all the pain that goes with that

Stick close to harbour (SR) and ride it out with us .. we can't control the waves but we can learn how to surf

Well done on 1 week Kin!

Congrats on one week, and great job playing the tape through. You are going to feel great when you wake up tomorrow.

Congrats on a week Kin :)

Maybe this is a good time to start thinking of other healthier ways to find release and respite?

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