fairyeyes03

I wanted to introduce myself to the group I am five days clean from opiate addiction today is the first day that I actually feel halfway normal. I'm trying to do this by myself if I can't stay clean then I lose everything I have my family, my house, my car, I've already lost my job. This is my last chance I don't get any more chances. I already lost it all 2 years ago luckily I got it back but the car and im about to lose it all again. I really don't think I can do it, but I'm trying like hell. I'm scared when I get money on Thursday I'm going to go right back to it and I can't, but I really don't know how strong my will power really is, especially with the withdrawal I just wanna feel better. I'm glad to be a part of this forum and thank you for accepting me when everyone else is giving up on me.

Dee74

Welcome aboard fairyeyes

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SoberLifeForMe

Welcome, fairyeyes. I don't know anything about opiate addiction, as alcohol is my drug of choice, but I'm glad you're here and I wish you well in your journey to sobriety.

Hevyn

Welcome to a caring place, fairyeyes. I'm sorry for all that you've been through. It doesn't have to happen again. I hope you'll keep reading and posting - it helps to not feel alone.

FreedomCA

I really hope you can continue with your sobriety, as I am sure it would be devastating to lose everything again.

least

Welcome to the family. I hope our support can help you get clean for good.

PhoenixJ

Welcome- stay safe

waywardson8260

Welcome! There are lots of great people and tons of support here!

PurpleKnight

Welcome to the Forum Fairyeyes!!