Janis

Trying to see if I can do this again. Went into a slow type of relapse a year ago and now it's completely out of hand. I wouldn't want to be with a person like me right now. My intake is scary and I know I need to stop. It's every day, every single day I drink and get drunk. I am still employed thankfully so the week days are better than the weekends but on the weekends I could sometimes lose days.
I've been sober for today so far and I don't plan on drinking which I know I have had a problem sticking to that plan before. I guess the important thing is I realize that there is a big issue here and I need to put all my energy towards staying sober.

FreedomCA

I hope you can find a way or plan to stay sober because the other life is painful as you know.

doggonecarl

Welcome. I see you've had some success with AA. Perhaps re immersion with the program and the steps will be of help.

Anna

I'm glad you're back and ready to re-commit to sobriety. Is there something you can add to your plan that will help support your recovery.

Dee74

welcome back Janis

any ideas on how you might stay sober this time - what does your recoveyr plan look like?

D

january161992

great job janis

you can do it!

soberclover

Glad you are back