Went to an old haunt....
Went to an old haunt....
In my drinking days (I love saying that now) I would frequent a certain club here in town.
As my drinking progressed, I stopped going because by the time the club was getting nice and busy, the way I liked it, I was already too drunk and tired to leave the house.
Now that I am Super Clean, going out at 8 pm is not a problem.
It seemed smaller than before. Everyone was drinking. Shots, drinks, beer. I had a water. I saw nobody that appeared as drunk as I used to like to get. The cigarette smoke started to give me a sore throat. After less than 2 hours, the shine wore off. I saw people spending a lot of money for drinks. I left for home.
Glad I went. It was bugging me to go. I won't miss that place any more.
Still proudly sober.
As my drinking progressed, I stopped going because by the time the club was getting nice and busy, the way I liked it, I was already too drunk and tired to leave the house.
Now that I am Super Clean, going out at 8 pm is not a problem.
It seemed smaller than before. Everyone was drinking. Shots, drinks, beer. I had a water. I saw nobody that appeared as drunk as I used to like to get. The cigarette smoke started to give me a sore throat. After less than 2 hours, the shine wore off. I saw people spending a lot of money for drinks. I left for home.
Glad I went. It was bugging me to go. I won't miss that place any more.
Still proudly sober.
This is interesting - why did you need to go? Was it a test of resolve? What did you hope to see/find?
I have an almost visceral negative reaction to even driving by my old watering holes. I don't have any desire to go back in to some of them...but then all our bars are also restaurants - so if I ever have a craving for a particular food, who knows?
I used to love Vegas. I want to go back - but that's the only place I sort of miss, and there is a lot more to Vegas than drinking.
I have an almost visceral negative reaction to even driving by my old watering holes. I don't have any desire to go back in to some of them...but then all our bars are also restaurants - so if I ever have a craving for a particular food, who knows?
I used to love Vegas. I want to go back - but that's the only place I sort of miss, and there is a lot more to Vegas than drinking.
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Good for you. We are probably in the minority, but I do think its important to retrace our drunken steps after we've had sober time. Its provides a little bit more perspective to our new lives. Glad to hear you won't be going back.
This is interesting - why did you need to go? Was it a test of resolve? What did you hope to see/find?
I have an almost visceral negative reaction to even driving by my old watering holes. I don't have any desire to go back in to some of them...but then all our bars are also restaurants - so if I ever have a craving for a particular food, who knows?
I used to love Vegas. I want to go back - but that's the only place I sort of miss, and there is a lot more to Vegas than drinking.
I have an almost visceral negative reaction to even driving by my old watering holes. I don't have any desire to go back in to some of them...but then all our bars are also restaurants - so if I ever have a craving for a particular food, who knows?
I used to love Vegas. I want to go back - but that's the only place I sort of miss, and there is a lot more to Vegas than drinking.
Like I told my sister at our last fam party. I get little pings of craves when I see people drinking, but if wanted to, I could drink, in private, anytime.
Drinking is not my thing anymore. I was a party animal, now I am a gym rat.
Thanks.
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