yaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa the big 55 for me..on to a meeting

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11-01-2016, 08:29 AM

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jeffrey542016

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yaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa the big 55 for me..on to a meeting

I am 55 days old today(sobriety time)...I feel physically great,,, the mental stuff still needs lots of work ....All suggestions are welcome..To all of you have a blessed and safe day...

11-01-2016, 08:39 AM

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january161992

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55 days = AWESOME !!!

getting a sponsor was paramount for me ...

11-01-2016, 08:51 AM

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Fly N Buy

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With each milestone there is a comma, not a period.

Good for you on 55 dazes........remarkable.

11-01-2016, 09:01 AM

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theVman31

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Happy 55th

11-01-2016, 09:05 AM

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Opivotal

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Congratulations, jeffrey!

11-01-2016, 09:11 AM

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jojo82

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55 saves lives

11-01-2016, 09:26 AM

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Anna

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55 days is great.

I try to keep balance in my life, every day, and that's what works for me.

11-01-2016, 09:31 AM

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flguy1

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Great Job! Looking forward to getting there myself!

11-01-2016, 10:06 AM

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Michelle644

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Happy 55th Sober Days!!!! Great job!!!!!

11-01-2016, 10:54 AM

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Berrybean

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Great job on the 55 days.

How did the meeting go?

Between meetings I found that the speaker recordings helped me get back grounded when my head and emotions started going all over the place. Youtube has lots and also this site, where you can download or listen for free... 5500+ AA Speakers & Tapes - Organized & Mobile-Friendly!

11-01-2016, 11:10 AM

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jeffrey542016

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55 and on and on and on,,,,,,,,,

meeting was great....Thank you all...I do have a temporary sponsor...gonna be looking for a more permanent one as the person i am working with is all new to the the role, and has really just been some one to shoot the breeze with....

11-01-2016, 11:12 AM

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jeffrey542016

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Thanking you all...

11-01-2016, 02:26 PM

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Dee74

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congrats on day 55 Jeffrey

what kind of 'mental stuff' are you struggling with?

11-01-2016, 03:23 PM

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jeffrey542016

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"Mental Stuff"

OH the struggles.....I very much want and need this ,but i am having trouble getting out my own way. I have some unfinished legal issues that need to be dealt with. here and in another county. one is back child support which i am unable to pay due to not being employed,i have try to address this in this county but all they can tell me is that you have a warren for this in that county so i need to go deal with it there. i have an unpaid fine for a DWI i am unable to pay in this county. YES.. I KNOW TURN MY SELF IN AND DEAL WITH IT...MAN UP. Fear ,Uncertainties, Shame,and all around guilt is wrapped in my anxiety diagnosis...And yes i know through my self talk the only one to make this right is ME....So i am stuck between step three and four. And no i have not told my sponsor or anyone else in the fellowship.so i have not turn my will over and i am still running mostly on my own will which i know DOES NOT WORK