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Old 08-15-2016, 02:30 PM
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been hurting myself again
this morning i cut nothing major a few scratches ...
Flashbacks are really getting to me
slept for most of today am awake now
too awake
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Old 08-15-2016, 03:09 PM
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I'm really sorry DA - are you alone? where's your husband?

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Old 08-15-2016, 03:20 PM
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Deep breaths DA

Have you told anyone? You deserve to take good care of yourself
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Old 08-15-2016, 03:31 PM
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my husband is here he knows av self injured and he sorted it out for me
he made me some ginger tea , the tea helps me ground myself but i cant drink too much of it
i keep waking up at 5am every morning and by the time its during the day am falling asleep then wake up again at 7pm
my husband even went for a sleep as i woke him up at 7am this morning
our sleep pattern is kinda screwed
...my husband is looking after me he says i need to try and sleep again
been holding on to a small lamb teddy for most of the day using it to ground myself with
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I'm so sorry, Dark. I recently found out my daughter has been self harming so I know the pain from a family member's perspective. Thankfully we have her in with a great therapist, a psychiatrist & she's going to start equine therapy on Friday. Do you have any kind of professional support? I know neither my daughter nor I could get thru this without it.

You & your family are in my heart. Please keep talking. We're here & we care.

Wishing you hugs, love, hope & light.
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Old 08-15-2016, 10:39 PM
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Hi dark, please be kind to yourself and feel better soon!
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Old 08-16-2016, 10:18 AM
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SR is in your corner DarkAsylum!!
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Old 08-16-2016, 10:23 AM
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I am sorry you are in such a dark place right now.
Please try to remember that it WILL pass.
I'll share a wonderful quote I recently saw, "Whenever you are in a dark place in your life and you feel like you've been buried, know that really you have just been planted".
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Old 08-16-2016, 10:48 AM
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How are you today Dark?
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Old 08-16-2016, 12:46 PM
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Am doing ok had my sister up for a few hours she had her dinner here , she back up again on Saturday
Sunday i have Church looking forward to it
love the modern music there yesterday we went and there was two people getting baptized
I am drinking ginger tea at the moment
trying to relax before going to bed
thank you all for replying to me
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Old 08-16-2016, 12:51 PM
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So glad you are feeling a bit better today!!
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Old 08-16-2016, 12:52 PM
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I hope you continue to feel better.
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Old 08-16-2016, 12:55 PM
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That was good to read Dark

I hope things stay positive for you
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