Get it off your chest
No gripes or complaints here. Just kidding, I'm bored in that I don't feel like I have things to look forward to. I'm almost 50. Divorced. Live alone. No bf or friends. Total loner. Which I usually prefer. I love my me time but just seems like I am missing out. Go to work. Come home. Eat watch tv and sleep.
Well I seem to have this drinking thing under control, the medication for my bipolar disorder seems to be working - but I am losing right now against my eating disorder. I almost never admit that out loud. Right now it's got me by the horns really bad. I'm pissed off at myself and the world.
Although my eating is much worse than my drinking. My everything is pretty unmanageable.
With many of us and myself included I want instant gratification when it comes to things changing in my life. I know that is not the case and will never be. I have to work and restoring my family and rebuild myself. Just saying though being instantly gratified would be awesome
Hi Lynnmarie , It used to bother me too that everywhere I looked I saw things that were drink related . From TV ads to the smell walking past a pub to conversations at work to name a few . Someone told me this will never change , what needs to change is our way thinking about it , to accept we can't change "out there" to let it be without judgement . Obviously on a personal level help if we can but in general terms normal alcohol usage in society at large is too big for us to think we can change things .
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