CapitalJ

In hell a work drink becomes a weekend and here I am again 😟

REsoberALITY

Welcome back. Just start over...... Tomorrow is a new day.

CapitalJ

I hope the pain will stop soon but it won't

Dee74

It will - so long s you stop drinking and stay that way. That really has to be the first step CapitalJ.

Do you have a recovery plan for the rest of the weekend?

D

REsoberALITY

But it will stop eventually! you can do this, and then you won't have to deal with this pain anymore. Can you go to the ER for some help!?

CapitalJ

I stopped drinking about 4 hours ago my buddy's keep calling saying they have a bag I want to go but I don't so I'm not made a pretty big fool of myself again property manager sending formal warning on Monday

CapitalJ

Here we go again tremons I know you I hate you please stop

REsoberALITY

Is there someone you can call to come stay with you?

Rupert

I'm on day one too. The ER can give you meds to ease the pain, and maybe an IV if you're dehydrated. Call a friend to take you! Good luck.

CapitalJ

Maybe rehab I don't think I can keep pressing reset I'm gonna fall soon that way

ZenLifter

CapitalJ, I'd say do whatever is necessary for you to get and stay sober. If rehab is an option for you, do it. If you're going through bad withdrawals, get to the hospital. Please let us know how you're doing.

Dee74

If you feel unwell or concerned CapitalJ please do go to the ER or at least call someone to sit with you.

D

Soberwolf

Good to see you CJ

CapitalJ

I made it through the night but feel absolutely terrible! Everything is a mess again but I'm definitely not drinking today! The shame, guilt, embarrassment and depression hitting me pretty hard

ScottFromWI

That's pretty normal ( the shame and guilt ) for this stage of WD unfortunately. Have you considered meetings, rehab or a counselor to help you through it?

lunar

Hi CapitalJ
Tomorrow will be a better day.

On The Road

CJ

I'm glad you're starting to feel better.

But that concerns me.

I obviously don't you know you personally, but it sounds like you've been through this drill before (I.e withdrawals). My guess is that you nursed yourself back to feeling "normal" and then, Bam! You start using again.

I'm sending you this message now as a wake call to take action and start recovering now. Because I fear that if you don't, you'll end up right back to where you are now. And how many more cycles do you have in you?

Sending you all my support and best wishes for taking the next step out of the madness.

Mountainmanbob

Welcome back.
M-Bob

CapitalJ

Yes it's cycles and roundabouts and I'm sick of it and sick of myself! There's a meeting tonight I will probably go to

On The Road

Please take the word "probably" out of the sentence above. Take action now. You can do this!