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hi everyone it's been a long while, since I posted here well I guess i was busy getting wasted as usual, but the past two weeks have shed light on the level of my alcoholism, and I have to say it was at least the bits I can remember are, I almost died and had it not been for my girlfriend I'm sure I would not be here typing this, I escalated to using prescription drugs along with the booze, bare in mind I haven't used drugs in over 6 year's, that's when I knew I was gone, I don't know who that person was and I myself can honestly say I feel sorry for him because that's no way to live life.
I have lost enough on booze, I feel what it can take from me now is the only thing I have left which is my life, I have decided that booze is just not for me that I can control it crap doesn't work, I have a 2 year old son who admires me, a loving mother who I feel I have caused enough pain, a new job I have been seeking for years, I can't let alcohol take all these things from me, I am strong and I will defeat this demon I'm on day 3 it's tough but it feels better than feeling regret daily I don't want to be sober I have to thanks for reading hi everyone it's been a long while, since I posted here well I guess i was busy getting wasted as usual, but the past two weeks have shed light on the level of my alcoholism, and I have to say it was at least the bits I can remember are, I almost died and had it not been for my girlfriend I'm sure I would not be here typing this, I escalated to using prescription drugs along with the booze, bare in mind I haven't used drugs in over 6 year's, that's when I knew I was gone, I don't know who that person was and I myself can honestly say I feel sorry for him because that's no way to live life.
I have lost enough on booze, I feel what it can take from me now is the only thing I have left which is my life, I have decided that booze is just not for me that I can control it crap doesn't work, I have a 2 year old son who admires me, a loving mother who I feel I have caused enough pain, a new
I have lost enough on booze, I feel what it can take from me now is the only thing I have left which is my life, I have decided that booze is just not for me that I can control it crap doesn't work, I have a 2 year old son who admires me, a loving mother who I feel I have caused enough pain, a new job I have been seeking for years, I can't let alcohol take all these things from me, I am strong and I will defeat this demon I'm on day 3 it's tough but it feels better than feeling regret daily I don't want to be sober I have to thanks for reading hi everyone it's been a long while, since I posted here well I guess i was busy getting wasted as usual, but the past two weeks have shed light on the level of my alcoholism, and I have to say it was at least the bits I can remember are, I almost died and had it not been for my girlfriend I'm sure I would not be here typing this, I escalated to using prescription drugs along with the booze, bare in mind I haven't used drugs in over 6 year's, that's when I knew I was gone, I don't know who that person was and I myself can honestly say I feel sorry for him because that's no way to live life.
I have lost enough on booze, I feel what it can take from me now is the only thing I have left which is my life, I have decided that booze is just not for me that I can control it crap doesn't work, I have a 2 year old son who admires me, a loving mother who I feel I have caused enough pain, a new
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