Alive I no longer want die, I chose to live. I've let go past hurts, resentments & I've learned to forgive. I used to blame myself for my mom's suicide, But I let myself cry & released the anger I held inside. I used her death as an excuse to go on a bender. The truth is however, I was running from God & refused to surrender. Every time I used drugs, I had a reason why. Honestly though it was a conscious choice that "I" made to get high. Doing drugs has hurt me and I've lost all that I've gained. I've hurt my family, friends and kids; I've caused them so much pain. I refuse to let drugs ruin me; I won't let them be my demise. I drop to my knees and pray for strength and I know God hears my cries. I'll use the coping skills I've learned; I'll be vigilant & continue to strive. Because I don't want drugs to kill me; I want to stay alive! |
Welcome Pinkglasses. Thank you for a very nice and inspiring poem! |
Welcome Pinkglasses nice to meet you |
Thank you for sharing pinkglasses x |
great stuff Pinkglasses - welcome :) D |
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