Failed, scared to post
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Failed, scared to post
Well, I did do good. I almost made it to the 1 month mark, which is my anny. on Saturday. 11 years, hell and high water. He's on vaca and I'm fine, just chose to drink. Nothing prompting it, I just think since I'm not a daily drinker, etc., etc., bs , I give excuses to myself. Honestly, no other reasons. No huge cravings, yet they are there, but no reason they can't be battled. I'm honestly just numb right now and I do not like this feeling.
Welcome back Babes, I remember that feeling all too well. Sometime we need more daily accountability so we don't forget why we quit in the first place, have you considered meetings of any kind?
`Glad you came back so soon to post instead of listening to that voice that tells us not to admit our relapse. I made a few of these similar posts myself during my years here. The important thing is to step back and try to find out what might help you before you get to this point next time. Even something as simple as posting in both the morning and evening gratitude threads every single day helped me feel accountable as well as keeping my mind on recovery.
Hi Babes, I'm glad you posted. I'm sorry you're struggling right now. Since you said you are not a daily drinker, maybe having a solid plan in mind to help you when you do feel you want to drink, would be helpful.
Keep reading and posting.
Keep reading and posting.
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