It's a heartache. . .
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Join Date: Feb 2014
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Well my weekend plan didn't go according to plan at all. I went to a friend's birthday, drunk way too much and upset my neighbours by falling asleep leaving the oven on. the fire brigade were called and I was so embarrassed. I feel so ashamed and alone. I can't tell my friends how I feel as I am scared I'll be judged. People know that I binge drink (because they do too) but they don't know some of the things that have happened as a result of it. This guy coming back to live near me has really set me back as I still have feelings for him and know he will ask to see me. Like alcohol, I don't think I'll be strong enough to say no. I feel so depressed and all I want to do is sleep and shut the world out.
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Join Date: Feb 2014
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Hi,
I have sought out sober friends to hang out with this weekend. One of whom has been in recovery for 10 years now. She kindly offered to meet up for coffee and a chat. feeling a bit better about things.
Also being on here helps a lot.
thanks everyone!
I have sought out sober friends to hang out with this weekend. One of whom has been in recovery for 10 years now. She kindly offered to meet up for coffee and a chat. feeling a bit better about things.
Also being on here helps a lot.
thanks everyone!
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