Water441

I just said some prayers. I'm not an atheist but I'm not sure what my faith is. But I've always prayed when times were bad or scary. Anyway I asked for strength to work through this to become the strong, happy, and hard working, organized, intelligent woman I used to be. I started crying during the prayers because of the profound disappointment I feel in having lost that woman for so long. I prayed for all the people having car and bike accidents (there were at least ten accidents and more than 10 fatalities this after in my city). I prayed for hungry children. And I promised to work harder in my job which is helping poor people many of whom are addicts. I prayed for all of my clients. And I apologized to God for my many mistakes and for not using my many opportunities and abilities for so long.

Tomorrow I see a naturopathic Doctor to supplement my counselling supervised recovery. Then I'm getting a massage and then building garden beds and planting.

Thanks again for the support today. I'm so happy and feel so much better already about my sober future and all the joys it will bring me.

Delilah1

Welcome to SR!:-)

Soberwolf

Congratulations for day 2

OldTomato

Sounds like a good plan. I'm glad you're on the right track.