MrsLamp

oh lying drunk on floor couldnt get him to go to bed got angry and just started on vodka, been going upstairs for last 3 nights and listening to music or self hypnosis tapes, was starting to feel better now my plans for tomorrow will be effed up, if i get there have to put on a face again, my own fault I thought i was doing so well, as usual blame circumstance, scared he would leave dog out, as happened before. Now he off to bed and im drunk but i know dog safe in bed. WTF!!

Dee74

I'm sorry you're struggling MrsLamp

you seem to do better when you're a regular poster here? maybe that's something to think about tomorrow?

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thomas11

Sorry to hear that. It seems days 3 thru 5 seem to be the danger zone because you are feeling physically better and something trivial can "set you off" and away we go. Hopefully tomorrow you can start fresh.

Delilah1

Hope to see you back tomorrow when you are sober.;-)

Soberwolf

Having a plan or programme will really help

lunar

Hope things are better today, MrsLamp.

thomas11

How's it going today MrsLamp??

Anna

I hope you feel better today, Mrs. Lampe.

MrsLamp

Thank you for replies sr friends, sorry for posting drunk last night, I just felt so alone. Heartfelt thanks for for caring. x