I have been away from this site too long. I have fallen back in to my old ways. I did what so many do by thinking moving and changing my environment will help. It did at first but proved only temporary and I fell back in to my old habits of hiding liquor so I could get drunk after only "having a few". This needs to stop I have spoken with a sober friend and I am quitting for good!
The only drink you can't have, is the first one.