Pressmetilihurt

Hi you guys. Just checking in to say I'm at 93 and counting. I have a sponsor. Just finished writing a 4th step. Have a homegroup. I'm still going to my outpatient rehab for a couple hours a day. Working a God of my own understanding - so far it's called reality...and the squishy feeling I get when I'm doing "right" stuff like helping somebody or sweeping up after a meeting. Okay, I get it while eating chocolate toffee cookies, too, so it's not all service and humility. I still feel a bit of loss when I think about going to ball games without beer but I don't miss being drunk, being sick and obsessed.
Today I had a thought that letting go and allowing myself to fully believe in a HP, as silly as it sounds, may be what I need to stop worrying and be present now.
Ok, falling asleep. Much gratitude for this online community.

Soberwolf

Awesome job on 93 days Press

Hawkeye13

Great job Pressme!
Sounds like you're really getting it.
It is more peaceful to just let go the obsession.
I feel the same way

2muchpain

Nice to hear your doing so well. John

Anna

Fantastic!

I'm glad to hear you're doing so well.