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Old 04-09-2005, 08:06 PM
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Hi wantneeda, you and your mom are in my prayers. God can do miracles.

My grandpa is still in critical condition. the worst part is the waiting...not knowing what to expect. It is all in God's hands now.

I hope you are doing ok today.

(((Wantneeda))) sending big hugs and lots of love to you. Take care.

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Old 04-09-2005, 08:07 PM
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A Time to Think:
Assumptions allow the best in life to pass you by. --Anonymous
To Act:
Dare to be healthy, live a long time and never think of old age.
To Pray:
Lord, when I'm downcast, give me the wisdom to lean on You.
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Old 04-09-2005, 09:01 PM
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Good to see you keeping positive, hopealwayz. Sending prayers to you and your Grandpa. I know how hard it is to have a loved one in the hospital and not know what to expect. Hang in there and try to make it to a few meetings and keep posting on SR. Lean on everyone here at SR when you have to and we will be here for you.

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Old 04-10-2005, 03:33 AM
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Still sober but I'm still very shaky. I wonder when that is going to go away? I went to work shaking yesterday and it wasn't fun.

But, each day will be better than the one before it.

Hope you are doing well and having a great day.

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Old 04-10-2005, 04:01 AM
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Jup, congrats on 60 days.

Wantneeda, way to go on 10 months!

This is truly inspirational and I hope one day I will reach these milestones. I can do it , one day at a time. Thanks for sharing your joy and hope on SR.

Keep on keeping on! I'll will be doing the same here today.
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Old 04-10-2005, 04:03 AM
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My new date of sobriety: April 9, 2005. Please God help me hang on to this date this time.



Gotta go get ready for work.
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Old 04-10-2005, 04:46 AM
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one thing I learnt that was really valuable for me was to ASK God to make me willing - sometimes we know we can ask for His help, but we don't , cause we just simply want to use. Simple. No help, thanks. This is what I want to do. I have found that by praying to God and asking him to make me WILLING to want to stay sober no matter what, has really really helped. Thinking of you.
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Old 04-10-2005, 06:36 PM
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Thanks Cathy, those words are so true for my situation. So many times I have thought that maybe I should turn it over to God for help staying sober when I really wanted to use, but I took it upon myself to follow my own desires. The end result isn't too pretty.

Thanks for posting! Take care--

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Old 04-10-2005, 07:19 PM
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I decided to try Rational Recovery. I'll see how it works for me.
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Old 04-10-2005, 07:43 PM
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Thats cool Hope.It doesnt matter which program you choose.Just choose what fits your needs.And keep coming back
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Old 04-10-2005, 08:02 PM
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Thanks for the encouragement. I think I just wanna quit counting the time. I want to just focus on staying sober and not the time part of it if that makes any sense.

lol.
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Old 04-10-2005, 08:04 PM
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I would just like to thank you all for reading my thread. (((HUGS)))

You know, it really means a lot to me.
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Old 04-10-2005, 08:07 PM
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Originally Posted by hopealwayz
I would just like to thank you all for reading my thread. (((HUGS)))

You know, it really means a lot to me.
And I wanna thank you for starting your thread.For coming back here and sharing with us.And let me know if you ever want some of the black pudding,we still have plenty left over here at SR
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Old 04-11-2005, 07:31 AM
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Black pudding, LOL. You don't wanna see the look on my face if I try that stuff. haha....would probably be pretty amusing.
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Old 04-11-2005, 07:34 AM
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Hi SR friends,

Just wanted to let you know that I will be gone for a week but I'm ok.

Will miss all of you so much!!

Please don't let this thread fall too far in the basement. LOL. Help me keep it where I can find it when I get back.

Hope everyone is doing well. Continue to keep me and my family in your prayers.

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Old 04-11-2005, 07:37 AM
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I'll miss you Hope!!!! come soon and please, stay safe and smilin"!!!!!!
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Old 04-11-2005, 07:50 AM
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Come back and check in with us when you get back.
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Old 04-13-2005, 09:05 AM
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Ok, back earlier than anticipated. You see, I cannot stay away!! LOL.........

I'm on day 4 and I just want to make it to day 5. I'm hangin on and I know that I will not pick up anything mind-altering today.

How's that for pledges??
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Old 04-13-2005, 09:09 AM
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Just keep telling yourself that Hope.No matter what do not use today.
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Old 04-13-2005, 10:11 AM
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Hi Hope, glad to see you!!! When i get up in the morning, i've made it a practice to promise my Higher Power that I will not pick up today!!! it's been workin for me...i NEVER used to keep my promises....10 months later...i've been able to keep this one.
Congrats on day 5!!1 keep on keepin on!!!
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