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Old 04-23-2016, 06:11 PM
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Sheer stubbornness keeping me sober tonight. It's a beautiful evening where I live, and I am proud to say I did everything I had on my mental "to do" list today.

The grill was going earlier, and H brought home a six pack of sweet water 420 beers, and I literally felt my mouth start to salivate. Now I am kind of hurt and angry about that stupid beer. I did just eat a "KIND" bar with chocolate on it to soothe the craving. Today is day 36.
My husband drinks in front of me. I don't blame him. It is my problem that I can't control my intake. Took me awhile to accept that.
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Old 04-23-2016, 06:11 PM
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I hate the desperate skin crawling feeling of giving into AV and the torture that follows for days.
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Old 04-23-2016, 06:20 PM
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The reflection of my despair in my loved ones eyes is gone........I don't want to see it again.

That reminds me why I am sober, today.
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Old 04-23-2016, 06:25 PM
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Knowing I won't have a hangover tomorrow.
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Old 04-23-2016, 06:29 PM
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I have no desire to kill myself anymore.
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Old 04-23-2016, 06:33 PM
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I never want to go back to that sickness I felt the day after. I want to hang on to the hope that I've found.
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