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Old 04-23-2016, 06:04 PM
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Old 04-23-2016, 06:04 PM
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welcome back

I think you'll be much better placed to find the why after you quit.

I know it may seem wrong footed to do it that way, but I really believe you don't need to know the 'why' to stop.

I looked for the why for 20 years - got into a situation where if I didn't stop I'd die - so I stopped
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Thanks Dee. When I was here last I wasn't ready. Consider me schooled. I remember you and your kindness.
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But are you still going commando?
Of course! I have officially given up wine and underwear. I feel freeeeeeeee!
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Old 04-23-2016, 06:08 PM
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Of course! I have officially given up wine and underwear. I feel freeeeeeeee!
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Old 04-23-2016, 06:11 PM
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Of course! I have officially given up wine and underwear. I feel freeeeeeeee!
We are now soul sisters
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We are now soul sisters
Pinky swear it!
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Old 04-23-2016, 06:15 PM
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Old 04-23-2016, 06:16 PM
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Ruh roh, SR is in trouble.
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Old 04-23-2016, 06:18 PM
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Ruh roh, SR is in trouble.
The terror twins are on the prowl!
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It's a good thing you two are thousands of miles apart. Otherwise we might have to start a bail fund.
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It's a good thing you two are thousands of miles apart. Otherwise we might have to start a bail fund.
Dude. We don't need to be close by when we have the internets to wreak havoc on! Wanna join in?
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Old 04-23-2016, 07:26 PM
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I'm not I can keep up with you two.
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Old 04-23-2016, 07:49 PM
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Old 04-23-2016, 07:52 PM
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And video camera?
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Thelma and Louise comes to mind
I reckon Cow's about to acquire a comedy competitor.....Wooshhh!

All jokes aside though: bug, if you weren't ready last time you were here,
I hope you're ready now. I'm battling through my 15th or something early recovery period (would have to dig out old calendars going back 6 years and a bit to count 'em. Not a pretty situation to be in at 60 y.o., I can tell ya.

Anyway, stick around - this is one of the few places I get lots of hearty laughs and cathartic cries in my daily life.
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Thelma and Louise comes to mind
I reckon Cow's about to acquire a comedy competitor.....Wooshhh!

All jokes aside though: bug, if you weren't ready last time you were here,
I hope you're ready now. I'm battling through my 15th or something early recovery period (would have to dig out old calendars going back 6 years and a bit to count 'em. Not a pretty situation to be in at 60 y.o., I can tell ya.

Anyway, stick around - this is one of the few places I get lots of hearty laughs and cathartic cries in my daily life.
I am beyond ready. Have my plan. My support system. My reading material.

Plus I have lost interest. That is my MO I obsess over something for a while and give it up cold turkey never to return. I hope it works for me again.

I want to meet Cow!
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Old 04-24-2016, 10:28 AM
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Another "like" for lightningbug here! Your posts tickle me.

I am currently on a cocktail of drugs, including Campral 3x/day. Since each of the six is taken together (and taken correctly, as I have previously not done; I have also taken them while drinking so that prevented knowing what worked/didn't - I just hit 60days sober now so am seeing the good in my current regimen) I can't say precisely if one is the cause of my (general) stability; I do think Campral is positive for me, in a mild way- no thunder and lightning but I believe it is part of the "Good" for my recovery. Just FYI, I did not think Naltrexone helped much in the past, and I do take Ativan (as needed, and typically do take 1/day).

If interested, my other drugs are (Generic) synthroid (I have an overactive thryoid- my levels have gone back and forth between under/over so my dr has adjusted levels accordingly since I was dx three or so yrs ago), lamictal for my BPD, antabuse (disulfram) and keep a log of daily use (signed off on by a family member, trusted friend, AA mtg leader or such, to confirm my compliance with my psych), and seroquel nightly to sleep/tamper anxiety.

This may sound like a lot of drugs (and even with ins it is certainly expensive, at around $220/mo for the sum total) I find it works for me now. To sum up, though, I don't think acamprosate is the key drug for me, nor that it would work by itself all that well.

GOOD LUCK - and keep posting
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reads like behavior of an addict
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reads like behavior of an addict
And exactly per say is that supposed to mean?
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how long sober now, lb?
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