Back to Sober Bssics Weekender April 8 Part 3
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Goodnight, SUinDe! Congratulations again on your two years clean. Very very nice job!
I'm going to watch more Shameless and definitely not until 4:30 am again.
I actually have to venture out in the world tmro for several appointments, bees and work related. I have to get the queen cages out of the hives. If it's nice out and I can leave the hives open longer than just to do that, I'll take some photos.
It's a wonderful thing to have a full belly right now, warm house, coffee maker set for the morning, and my biggest worry is too much show watching tonight.
ANDDDD, best of all I get to wake up sober tmro knowing I'm on a good path and I'm not alone.
Sobriety is magnificent.
Love yer pal,
Melina
xoxo
I'm going to watch more Shameless and definitely not until 4:30 am again.
I actually have to venture out in the world tmro for several appointments, bees and work related. I have to get the queen cages out of the hives. If it's nice out and I can leave the hives open longer than just to do that, I'll take some photos.
It's a wonderful thing to have a full belly right now, warm house, coffee maker set for the morning, and my biggest worry is too much show watching tonight.
ANDDDD, best of all I get to wake up sober tmro knowing I'm on a good path and I'm not alone.
Sobriety is magnificent.
Love yer pal,
Melina
xoxo
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Location: Canada
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Well I'm home, no parking spot again- lovely.
I didn't get a chance to talk to my brother because my mom was here and my nephew stopped by.
I was leaving for work again at 9:30 pm, as I was going my mom asked me to drive my nephew home.
I said no!! It's 9:30, I'm on my way to work and I already won't get home until 12 am and have to go back at 7 or 8 am.
My nephew is 28, and he doesn't live close- 35 mins one way.
I told her to ask my brother to do it or borrow his car- I don't get why I'm supposed to do everything. Jesus
I'm tempted to abandon ship here- honestly just leave my house to them and go rent a room with other students and just disappear like I did when I ran away to China.
I don't know, talking to them doesn't help- I've talked to my mother until I'm blue in the face and it doesn't change a thing- I've tried to talk to my brother but he just runs away for a couple says to avoid me or just says he'll do something and then doesn't.
They were sitting around tonight talking about the apocalypse again- this time with the added craziness of my brother saying he's going to join anonymous.
This reminds of when my mother tried to have an exorcism done on me when I was 15.
If anyone was wondering how I got a drinking problem; this probably clears it up......
I know I should just make everyone leave- it just doesn't feel that simple- I do love them and don't want to make them hate me.
Agreeing to let my brother stay was the worst decision I ever made.
It's driven me crazy and is destroying my relationship with my mother.
Sorry to talk about this all the time- I know I sound like a broken record and I should just make him leave- it's just a really difficult thing to do.
I really might just pack a bag and leave.
I didn't get a chance to talk to my brother because my mom was here and my nephew stopped by.
I was leaving for work again at 9:30 pm, as I was going my mom asked me to drive my nephew home.
I said no!! It's 9:30, I'm on my way to work and I already won't get home until 12 am and have to go back at 7 or 8 am.
My nephew is 28, and he doesn't live close- 35 mins one way.
I told her to ask my brother to do it or borrow his car- I don't get why I'm supposed to do everything. Jesus
I'm tempted to abandon ship here- honestly just leave my house to them and go rent a room with other students and just disappear like I did when I ran away to China.
I don't know, talking to them doesn't help- I've talked to my mother until I'm blue in the face and it doesn't change a thing- I've tried to talk to my brother but he just runs away for a couple says to avoid me or just says he'll do something and then doesn't.
They were sitting around tonight talking about the apocalypse again- this time with the added craziness of my brother saying he's going to join anonymous.
This reminds of when my mother tried to have an exorcism done on me when I was 15.
If anyone was wondering how I got a drinking problem; this probably clears it up......
I know I should just make everyone leave- it just doesn't feel that simple- I do love them and don't want to make them hate me.
Agreeing to let my brother stay was the worst decision I ever made.
It's driven me crazy and is destroying my relationship with my mother.
Sorry to talk about this all the time- I know I sound like a broken record and I should just make him leave- it's just a really difficult thing to do.
I really might just pack a bag and leave.
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