AV talking loud
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AV talking loud
The old AV was back today. Scary. It told me how nice it would be to sit out back and drink a few beers. But I told myself to think about tomorrow. The pounding headache, the dry heaves. Because it would not have been a few beers. It would have been at least 12, maybe more. I stopped myself and went for a walk. Day 54 tomorrow. Looking forward to no hangover!
My AV piped up last night as well. Started to remind me how nice a glass (or bottle, or two) of wine would be and that most people don't think I have a problem, so why should I be struggling so much....********. I know the truth. I know my body is better and that running to the bottle is a waste of time. If I have troubles, it makes it worse. Time to fix the root problem(s) and stop wasting time until I get an illness or screw up royally so I am forced to quit. Always better to feel like I have a choice and am doing a proactive fight instead of being backed against a wall. OK - feel better now :-)
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