Too much processing
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Too much processing
Soooo sick of the outpatient rehab I go to. Soooo sick of AA, Lifering...all of it. I wish folks weren't so depressing. I didn't do any recovery related stuff today. I guess I'm being depressing. What works? Yesterday I gave some feedback to a teacher at my kid's school. it was tough but I did it. I don't do that kind of **** if I'm not sober. Not sober means I drink over it but do jack.
I sometimes sit in meetings thinking "these people are so boring, what am I doing here?". Thing is, I know it's my AV talking. Your addiction will be handing you any reason to hate your outpatient treatment and meetings. Keep fighting it and turn up.
Weigh up the pros and cons of drinking and not drinking, and keep taking it a day at a time. You can do this!
Weigh up the pros and cons of drinking and not drinking, and keep taking it a day at a time. You can do this!
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