02/08/16
Detoxing and intending to never get sloppy again. I wont touch a sip so long as I feel any AV. The AV not only says drink today but says keep going and going and going. Its the drinking to get drunk that is going to stop.
The thought of just saying no for the rest of my life sucks. People know whats up then and as far as now this is between my wife and I and you guys.
The thought of just saying no for the rest of my life sucks. People know whats up then and as far as now this is between my wife and I and you guys.
Regarding your AV though, it's already talking to you. Think about it logically...what could possibly have changed that would somehow allow you to "control" your drinking again - ever? That's purely your addiction talking again. Whether you wait one week, one month, or one year...you are still going to be an alcholic.
"Hey, we'll only have one today." My AV loved this one. It knows that once I take that first one, all bets are off. I might "just" have one or two more. I might drink for the next 24 hours.
"It'll be OK to drink today as long as we drink an equal amount of water" was another favorite of my AV. That plan usually lasted until about drink #3 when the water glass was soon forgotten.
"We'll go ahead and drink as much as we want today because starting tomorrow/next week/next month, we're going on the wagon" is a classic from my AV. There was always a reason to postpone the next day one once I'd started drinking.
"I'll be OK as long as I don't drink any (tequila/whiskey/vodka/insert the name of whatever drink I last overindulged in here)" always worked until I had 2 or 3 drinks in me and someone offered me that shot of tequila, etc., and I decided it'd be OK if I drank that specific drink after all, that the last time was just a fluke.
"We're going to go to the bar tonight but once we spend $20 that means we've had enough and we're going home" was always a fun one. Once I got to the bar and got that first drink in me, I soon decided that $20 shouldn't include whatever I was going to tip. And then what if someone bought me a shot? I had to return the favor, right? And certainly that shouldn't go against my strict budgetary limit I'd set myself. That wouldn't be fair.
"You can have 10 drinks this week. Once you reach that number, that's it for the week. So you can either drink all 10 in one night or spread them out over the entire week or save them all for this weekend, but no matter what, 10 drinks is it. Period" was one of my favorites. Double drinks only count as one drink against that ten drink limit, right? And what about those humongous wine glasses that leave a lot of room for the wine to breath? If I fill that glass to the top, it's still just one drink, right?
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Detoxing and intending to never get sloppy again. I wont touch a sip so long as I feel any AV. The AV not only says drink today but says keep going and going and going. Its the drinking to get drunk that is going to stop.
The thought of just saying no for the rest of my life sucks. People know whats up then and as far as now this is between my wife and I and you guys.
The thought of just saying no for the rest of my life sucks. People know whats up then and as far as now this is between my wife and I and you guys.
Detoxing and intending to never get sloppy again. I wont touch a sip so long as I feel any AV. The AV not only says drink today but says keep going and going and going. Its the drinking to get drunk that is going to stop.
The thought of just saying no for the rest of my life sucks. People know whats up then and as far as now this is between my wife and I and you guys.
The thought of just saying no for the rest of my life sucks. People know whats up then and as far as now this is between my wife and I and you guys.
If you're going with this 2 week trial period plan then at least keep a daily record from now until then about how you feel. Keep going as you do the social drinking. Then compare.
Day 3 and feeling amazing. I Have had plenty of day 3's and felt amazing. The weekend was binge time. Not anymore. No hiding that liquor because no buying that liquor.
This weekend will be the first one sober in many years and I am looking forward to replacing that sitting and drinking time with something constructive.
The next weekend will be the test as a few social functions will happen. I am here to pledge: I will not pre drink, I will not drink to get drunk, and I will not black out. <- That is for accountablitty. Things are changing this time.
This weekend will be the first one sober in many years and I am looking forward to replacing that sitting and drinking time with something constructive.
The next weekend will be the test as a few social functions will happen. I am here to pledge: I will not pre drink, I will not drink to get drunk, and I will not black out. <- That is for accountablitty. Things are changing this time.
You've gone from this: I have commited to 2 weeks with 0 alcohol.
To this, in a matter of days:
Meaning you plan to drink. Okay. Not sure how SR can help you beside pointing out your inconsistencies and wavering commitment to sobriety. By the way, you quit on a Monday. So two weeks ends after next weekend.
To this, in a matter of days:
Meaning you plan to drink. Okay. Not sure how SR can help you beside pointing out your inconsistencies and wavering commitment to sobriety. By the way, you quit on a Monday. So two weeks ends after next weekend.
Also, welcome to SR and you should join us other newcomers in the Class of February 2016 thread here. It's been a great source of support for me so far through day 10.
You've gone from this: I have commited to 2 weeks with 0 alcohol.
To this, in a matter of days:
Meaning you plan to drink. Okay. Not sure how SR can help you beside pointing out your inconsistencies and wavering commitment to sobriety. By the way, you quit on a Monday. So two weeks ends after next weekend.
To this, in a matter of days:
Meaning you plan to drink. Okay. Not sure how SR can help you beside pointing out your inconsistencies and wavering commitment to sobriety. By the way, you quit on a Monday. So two weeks ends after next weekend.
2 fridays in a row without is pretty exciting for me. So is going to the mentioned events w/o predrinking and actually enjoying and remembering is exicting. I dont deserve it but some encouragement would be nice.
No one is going to encourage you to drink, and you plan to drink in a "controlled" manner next weekend.
We will certainly encourage you on your progress, and you have received that already, read back through the thread.
But regarding your plans for next weekend, you already have ample evidence from the past that you cannot control your drinking. Thinking that you will be able to is simply your addiction talking.
We will certainly encourage you on your progress, and you have received that already, read back through the thread.
But regarding your plans for next weekend, you already have ample evidence from the past that you cannot control your drinking. Thinking that you will be able to is simply your addiction talking.
No one is going to encourage you to drink, and you plan to drink in a "controlled" manner next weekend.
We will certainly encourage you on your progress, and you have received that already, read back through the thread.
But regarding your plans for next weekend, you already have ample evidence from the past that you cannot control your drinking. Thinking that you will be able to is simply your addiction talking.
We will certainly encourage you on your progress, and you have received that already, read back through the thread.
But regarding your plans for next weekend, you already have ample evidence from the past that you cannot control your drinking. Thinking that you will be able to is simply your addiction talking.
Thanks for the support. It really means a lot. I will not fail and let you guys down.
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