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New to this site, veteran to screwing stuff up.
Hey, I'm a 30 year old guy with his fair share of substance abuse problems. Started with ecstasy actually, then smoked a lot of pot (never really had a problem with that), did my fair share of drinking (some would say I have a problem in that area), but the problem really started with cocaine and opiated. I love em. I'm an opiate addict and have been so for almost a decade. Been on methadone and suboxone. Kicked em a few times, but always managed to get hooked back on that lovely feeling. I've been on suboxone for 6 months, but still using other things to bring me pleasure. Recently I found a guy with the opiates I love. I had a two week run with them and now trying to go back to suboxone is cause me to be in withdrawal. That's what brought me here. I need support. Maybe this was what I needed to remind me how bad withdrawal truly was. I'd give anything to just be back on subs and not have to worry about this withdrawal. Anyways. That's my story.
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Location: NSW - Australia
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Have you talked to your clinic about all of this? In Australia we have counsellors/medical staff linked to the dispensing clinics. It's also time you started lovin' yourself rather than the opiates. It can happen.
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