What! You think it's the grog?
 

Only joshing, it's been a substitute for love for so long that I've forgot what love is. I'm drunk now but not high. Tomorrow I will start over again without the false promise or the lie.
I might need your love. don't pander to me. Discover your truth.

I can promise noone here will pander to you :)

I hope you log on tomorrow, clean and sober Erky.

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