csaw1112

Gave in to the drink last night didnt want to talk albout it woke up no hangover i governed myself well made it through normal workday ate healthty lunch decided to celebrte howevemrany days of sobriety. Im doing so good! Getting fd up right now im losing the fight. Its ok. I got plenty of vodka left

Coldfusion

I think that vodka would do much more good in your drain than in your brain.

SoberinSyracuse

Why are you doing this again?

ScottFromWI

Hope you can dump out the rest csaw. You don't want to go where this will take you if you keep drinking.

desertsong

I would ask you to read the quote you have in your signature line. Defeat IS optional. You're not losing the fight ... you're choosing not to fight at all.

I'm sorry you're drinking again. It seemed you had had enough of the misery, but I guess not. I would hope you still have enough sense at this point to pour the rest of the vodka down the drain, but I have a feeling you're past that.

We will be here for you tomorrow. I hope you're able to make it back.

Maffers

And getting fd up is helping how? What reason do you feel that getting that way helps? It always ends up the same.

csaw1112

I can always get control in teh mornin i dont drink in the morning.

Maffers

Sounds more like you have little control and your letting your AV run the roost. With the stinking thinking that you have control over it, when it has control over you.

csaw1112

Whatever everone makws me feel so stupid when i post drunk but nobody even responds when im doing good. Im such a loser i want to die

ubntubnt

Dump the remaining booze. Drink some water. Get some sleep. Come back immediately when you wake up.

That's what you need to do and you know it.
If you have an argument as to why that is not the best option and do it right now then your AV is in control.

Admit then that it is in control and dump the booze to put it back in its place.

Alegresempre

Exactly 🌝

JarredMud

csaw1112, I'm drunk on vodka too. I can't quit either. I haven't gone more than 5 days in 6 years.

mcflurry

how are you today?

Odelle

Please, please read your post from last night. This is what alcohol does to you, my friend, it is demoralizing and isolating. Why don't you join us in the January class. You may find it helpful to be a part of a group who are also in early recovery, providing support to one another.

So you fell off the horse, time to get back on and continue the journey!

Delilah1

Hi Csaw,

Hope you are doing okay today, and that you will check in to let everyone know how you are doing.

FreeOwl

Ive yet to see a pity party lead anyone to sobriety.

When you come back down from this bender, hopefully you wikl be ready to make some different choices.

Shantilove

Your not stupid csaw! I've written many a drunk post on here, don't worry!
Pick your self back up and start over. You can do it. Nothing good comes from drinking and you know that. Hope you feel better today.

NeoNew

Ditch the vodka you are gonna solve nothing by drinking that poison. I am only on day two and slip up all the time but we have to want to stop and you would not be here if that was not the case..pour it out get some fresh water a few movies and rest...I hope you make the right choice.

Soberwolf

Csaw try & get some rest

thomas11

csaw, you are not a loser. I hope you are doing better today. Try not drink today? I don't have a lot of ground to stand on as I drank recently, but I put it behind me as quickly as possible and got back on the sober train. You can too. Again, you are not a loser.