Steely

Sounds like you need to go to a medical detox, you've got a lot of the symptoms. I used to go to AA and have seen it keep a lot of people sober, but in the end it was just not for me. SR is like an AA meeting for me only better. I just log in here rather than logging on at a meeting LOL. I have not been to AA for years and just use SR plus I have one other real life friend who also has a problem and wants sobriety. We are helping each other. In the very early days some of the people in the AA meetings I went to really did care and I won't forget them.