46 days
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46 days
46 days and I feel fantastic! There are no more nights of finishing two bottles of wine followed my some xanax and a couple of shots of vodka. I still don't know why I finished my nights that way... I certainly didn't need it. And these were work nights. No wonder I would have to squat down in the shower and stick me head out to get some air so I wouldn't pass out. How nice it is to brush my teeth and not throw up in the sink. I also realized th at I had been waking up in the middle of the night seeing what appeared to be a big black spider covering my field of vision. It's not happening now so it must have been the booze. My God.... my life just feels good today. I NEVER want to go back and I pray that I remember just how bad it was on a daily basis, not to mention on those nights that were just completely out of control.
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